its a sunny yellow banana day

2009-06-06T02:59:00.002-05:00

Okay .I'll be going off tonight, 8pm. Shazwani was reallyreally excited to send me off. But sad, nobody except for her can make it. Rest have other important matters to settle. Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaad lah seriously .I'm gonna miss all my girls badly. Especially late night gossips. Hopefully I'll be able to call them at least once or twice throughout these ten days. I must cos I already promised to call them (:

Fazil's not gonna send us off today .Seriously sad lah. My dearest Fazil .But I've gotta understand uh, he's got really important stuff to deal with .

Ytd was fun .Morning met mary and fahry at cck first . Fakhrur and Deen joined us soonafter. Headed to sunshine to meet JooTing and have prata. Azim ,too, joined us later on. Supposedly, we had to play badminton. But I turned out sleeping. And not to forget, I stupidly fell while I was sleeping and Mary fell on me! AIYOOOOOOOOH, FUNNY .

Ouh and. Campfire at RV was fun ytd. REALLY FUN .It was near hortpark .As in, literally near hortpak. Ouh and, there was a bar beside the school too -.- We were all so high that we clinched the title of the most enthusiastic grp . We were extremely crazy ytd man. Esp the dancing part, seemed so bollywood.

Okay, I gotta prepare already. I'm gonna miss all my girls and HOME. Ten days without everything, ): Nevermind, I'll make sure I enjoy myself during the trip. Ouh, on last note,

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HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO FAHRY BEN SUFYAN :D :D
I'm sorry that I won't be hear tomorrow to wish you. ENJOY DUDE (:

BYE BYE !

2009-06-04T08:25:00.004-05:00

leadership was fun .I can proudly say that we were eating all day long .[: The school was kind enough to pay for all the meals. (drinks included :D ) Tuesday's physics has made me speechless. I mean, I would have rather joined my girls at vivo after their cip at clementi. But nevertheless, I enjoyed my time with edlyn and mui jie at kfc, esp after we started our intensive gossipping :D But still, I did miss all the fun and excitement at vivo. ):

Pioneer/ pioneering course was awesome at HQ. I swear I L O V E mr mail . He's reallyreally admirable lah. He has completely devoted his life to all these stuff,even till now. hats off. But still, I'm reallyeallyreallyreally extremely scared for the pioneer test. I mean, i'm totally not confident about it lah .Seriously speaking, I don't want or wish to attend the test.

Oh man, please.

Okay, I promised myself that I will start my homework tonight. It's 9.40pm now. I will start my homework at least 11 pm. (: I gotta get going or I will definitely have no time for my homework after the vacation .

PS: Mr (Alfred) Lim, thanks a million for opening my eyes. The conversation I had with you really did help myself wake up and get going. Thanks alot, :D

K, I wanna watch tv.
Bye!

FIGHTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :D

2009-05-31T02:33:00.006-05:00

I slept for a freaking 13 hours on friday night. That's really some good night sleep .

Okay so .I disappointed my parents with my atrocious result slip. I can really see they were upset with me. But at the same time, they didn't see that I had improved for my mid years! Nevermind. I just have to make sure I prove them wrong the next time around.

Watched night at the museum and monster vs aliens last monday and ytd. I wanna watch FIGHTING :D Channing Tatum! Fuck, he's hot. I swear, one can literally melt upon seeing him .I still remember step up, gu gu ga ga .(:

So ytd, after watching mva with mom and rasitah , went ard TBP and then bus-ed down to grandma's hse. Awesomenest. Long time since I really enjoyed myself. Was having loads of fun and laughter with all the aunts and uncles, and of course our dearest grandma :D

Meeting mama later at je .Going to aunt's house to settle some vacation stuff and of course to visit dearest raihanah and raouf . :D

midsummer's nightdream .

ytd.

2009-05-26T06:45:00.003-05:00

I haven't been blogging for a real long time. I guess there're just too many things happening. Family, friends and personal .

I really need my two brothers. Esp, I really really love my dearest brother fazil .I swear, life without him will suck, seriously suck. He's just one of the things I cnt afford to lose. He's always there for me ,no matter what .Having such a brother should be regarded as a blessing. Indeed, I'm blessed. He too should be thankful for having such a wonderful girlfriend, Aisha. She tolerates him ,even till extreme ends .I cannot imagine any other girls instead of Aisha already .They just look perfect. I really really want them to be together ,as long as I'm around. Seriously.

On another note, it was Fazil's birthday on 23 MAY! I bought him a zippo lighter :D :D :D He was shocked, I'd tell you.But the greatest thing that made me extremely shocked was, HE SAID 'THANK YOU. ' HAHAH .I swear, he's the type of person who feels embarrassed to thank ppl .Okay, his sweet girlfriend bought him an awesome Billabong wallet and a cake :D :D :D The wallet was really nice laaaaah . Though fazil didn't show, I could defintely say that he was really touched by Aisha's 'surprise' . Act only lah he, happy but step don't show. Everything turned out awesome :D I think only fazil should say this but heck ;I love you lah aisha ,for creating a memorable 18th birthday for fazil :D I liked the part when Fazil said to Aisha, "Even if got tsunami, I will still swim my way through to celebrate my aisha's birthday ." alamak, sweet lah. But for me? I think he push me down longkang. hahahahah .

Fazil, better treasure your girlfriend. and I love you my dearest brother :D

Okay, our lives are back to normal; carefree! no more onflicts, no more nothing. I love it. I really had fun today after a very long time. Had great fun with Joo Ting, Shaz, Mary ,FakhrurRazi and Deen :D I really missed those times. Hopefully, during the june holidays, we will get back our trips to the prata shop early in the morning and badminton or whatsoever later on :D

BTW BTW. I wanna go to the LIVERPOOL MATCH! I'm able to .But I'm not sure if the rest can make it. I seriously wanna go. I swear I wanna go. C'mon man, it's Steven Gerrard ! omgomg. I swear I will cry if I don't go. ): ARGH .

I mean after all the agony, I really feel that this match is a treat to all of us. I really wanna go .Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. *cross fingers*

okayokay, I'm gonna end off a picture of fazil.

Aisha took this picture.omg, nice. I don't wanna tell this to fazil .Later he'll perasaan .
:D

2009-05-18T07:26:00.002-05:00

level camp's on wednesday . And there's cheering competition. And so ,we've no enough time to prepare for our cheering comp. great .And it's the last cheering comp we can participate. how great .

results aren't fantastic. that's all I can say .Somewhat upsetting . ):

Overall I'm not anticipating this. Its' not that I don't like camps. In fact I LOVE'em .But it's just the wrong time to put a camp in between all these tension. I mean we've still got cheering com and guides session to settle. I really just hope the camp turns out great .

Stupid people who steal handphones; though I know who the fuck hell stole my phone, I cnt do anything abt it. damn this whole thing ah .

2009-05-14T12:37:00.003-05:00

Feel happy that mid years have ended or frustrated that my g400 was fuckingly stolen while I was having my Physics paper.

I have to say, I'm really really really glad that mid years have come to an end. But still we've other stuff to settle too; Level Camp ,CHEERING COMPETITION and campfire (might only D: ) Haziq told me that we only might be having a campfire due the outbreak of swine flu . ): I was really awaiting it. Nevertheless, we still have cheering comp. We've to start working on it already :D

Okay, so today right after experiencing the joy of completing mid years, I realised my phone was gone .It can't possibly be vanished into thin air, so it was stolen .I was really fucked up. Not cos it's costly or what so ever, it is MY MEMORY STICK and AWESOMENEST CAMERA. I swear, I really considered my memory stick dear to me and my camera was one of a kind! It's really frustrating lah .Just imagine; you come out of the examination hall, feeling satisfied that mid years is over, just to realise that your phone is stolen. Aiyah, I can't be bothered already. I just hope that person will have his/her head flushed down a toilet bowl and his arse getting smacked by a sledge hammer.

As expected, my parents did not make a hullabaloo out of this. They just asked me to terminate that sim .Later, mom and I went west mall to get her a new phone. Also, I got my sim and bought another phone. BUT BUT. I lost all my contacts! and my memory stick! and my beautiful camera! ASSOLE. ): ): ):

It's okay. I'm quite happy with my new phone except for the fact that the camera is horrible compared to that of my samsung ): I was really in love with the front camera of my SGH. ):

Nevermind. I should just stop brooding over this whole matter.

It's now 1.57am. Though Mui Jie told me to sleep early as we've got CIP at geylang SCHCC tmr early in the morning, I'm still awake. I think I'm gonna be late tmr.

I CAN'T POST ANY PICTURES I TOOK THROUGHOUT THE WEEKS; I DON'T HAVE MY DEAREST MEMORY STICK ): ): ):

2009-04-30T10:34:00.008-05:00

woooooo. I can't wait for cheering comp.
Especially when you know you're gonna work in a total different atmosphere now.
cool .

Tmr's holiday.
Which means, camping at the living room in front of my dearest tv.
Imagine just lying down ,like a pig, munching onto your favourite snacks while watching the bestest shows...

OUH OUH .ONE IMPORTANT NOTE.
Know what ?
*drum rolls*

Halidah and Edlyn are officially in a relationship with DZULRIDZWAN. (the guy with the hot legs and handsome face. HAHAH .)
290409, 09 29 hrs.
Ouh yar , Hazim's also inside. But he's always in his own world.
Nevermind, we're stll happy with our dear ridzwan. right edlyn ?hahaha.

Obama and Boyfriend. hahaha.

Guess what ?When I flipped my phone open today, I got the shock of my life to see two dinosaurs as my wall paper. And. they're still my wallpaper.

Okay, I'm gonna get kicked in the ass on monday.

No lah. But seriously, they ARE pretty .

K, I wanna watch TV. bye.

2009-04-23T06:13:00.002-05:00

I swear, this exact same expression clearly shows how I am feeling right now. All my fun, joy, laughter, happiness is all back. All back to me. It's all back to normal ,really. I'm feeling great, especially after today. I can proudly say, we're all back to our ridiculous selves again. I really missed those times when we laughed out loud ,despite everyone's frustrated, glaring stares towards us.But sadly recently, we haven't been really getting together. But now, it's all over. NO BLOODY SHIT PERSON is/ will be crossing our minds, neither are we/ will be distracted by certain BLOODY SHIT PEOPLE .Though just a few hours, we got ourselves back again .And I'm really really happy. No matter what happens, I know I can always count on'em. I love you all .
(:

Once again, we're all gonna lead a carefree life, enjoying every single bit of it, without any idiot person's distractions. awesome.

2009-04-18T11:38:00.006-05:00

There's too much stuff going on. I don't know if I can catch up .But I will definitely give it my best shot. (:

On second thought, there was just TOO much stuff that went on for the past few days that I can't remember a single shit .So shan't blog about any.

AND . AND.

I swear I miss this woman like god-knows-what. I miss those times when we had our late night talks, prata early in the morning, meetups like nobody's business, secrets that were meant for us ,camwhoring with any hesitance ,blah blah .Gosh, I really know I miss my Owen like crazy. Seriously, every moment I had spent with her was just too priceless. I bet no one knew me as much as she did. I dare to say ,I too knew her the best. (: But now, we barely have time for each other. Last time, despite being sgl/ att, we still did had time for each other. Or shall I say, we MADE time for each other .But now, we've got barely time for each other. I feel really guilty cos whenever she texts or calls me, I will be either snoring like a assolic pig or my phone won't be with me. It's just not the same . I'm very used to the life with my dearest owen .I really want it back. I promise myself that AT LEAST after mye, everything will be back to normal .From now, least we can do is to text each other. We can't afford late night talks with mye just a few days from now. But after mye, it's gonna be all the same. It's gonna be a blast, I'd tell you .I'm really waiting for it. I swear I am. I really do . :D :D :D

my dearest joo ting .I love her.

2009-04-11T12:42:00.005-05:00

Gathering at Uncle's! (:
My ,I haven't seen them for quite some time already .Say a month ?BUT. Ytd, was fun .Can't wait for next month :D

Eventually camwhored with mom and Fazil when we got back home (:

Unglam but heck .

2009-04-09T05:15:00.012-05:00

The past week has been fine. Just that, I know I can't do history. I realised I'm not a humans person at all. Seriously, I can't even get the basics right. What's more? I really can't cope with hist and ss. I myself know that I cnt hit the L5 level, so why bother? I just wanna aim for a high L4 level. I swear, I will be the happiest person in the world if I can at least hit a B4 for my combined humans. I mean it's a very good grade since I failed the last time.

Haven't been going out for awhile. It has been a long while since I even got a chance to go out with my joo ting ): But the good thing was that, at least today after the elearn met mary and shazwani :D :D

Fun. Seriously fun. laughlaughgossipgossiplaugh. What else? (: Met Shaz first at yew tee cntrl stn ard 3.30. Waited for mary .Later went Burger King to have our lunch. I was so embarrassed lah. I only WHISPERED to mary that I wanted the crown. Only WHISPERED mind you. Even shaz couldn't hear. But the cashier or manager I don't know, joshua lee, immediately just gave me the crown. We haven't even ordered our meals yet lah. Nevermind, hats off to BK's efficiency and customer service.(:

I swear, it was fun. It was just typical lunch at our neighbourhoods yet it was really a-w-e-s-o-m-e. After BK, we hadn't enough yet. So we went ShinTokyo(ramen ten) for our sushi :D Classy shit. Shaz and I were meddling ard with the wasabi while Mary was suffering from her pre-diarrhoea state. Sorry mary ! But again, was fun fun. Soon after, Mary bough kfc back home for her sis and she trained back home. Shaz took the long way as we wanted to walk back tgt .So she took the bus near my place :D

F-U-N. really.

Pictures:

and when I went queensway with dad, fazil ,wafa. Was a blast (:

2009-04-03T00:05:00.005-05:00

Guides was a blast yesterday ,with all those fun and excitement .Awesomenest .(: (:

But before that,
I'm really really sorry Ms Phua .I agree I was dumb enough to go down and collect the pizzas. But I'm really sorry .My mind went blank and didn't know what to do .Sorry sorry. Very sorry. It was my first time .I know I shouldn't use that as an excuse, but again, very sorry. My sincere apologies.Hope you understand. I'll definitely make sure this will be the last time I do such things .

AND. not forgetting, Mary and I apologise to ALL sec three guides. We really didn't know we had to brainstorm tgt. We're really sorry .It's our mistake .I know you guys are good hearted enough to forgive and forget.But we still feel very remorseful .I mean, Mary and I should have taken the effort to clarify with the PLC properly what we were supposed to do. I guess, this time it's our fault. We're really sorry about all the miscommunication .As Pamela said, let this be a turning point for us .Well ,there's only one thing we've left to do. Let's all work together as a team and make the upcoming event a blast! (: We, the NPCs, can all do it together :D

And ,Mary lost her phone ytd. She realised it after guides. I mean this is simply ridiculous. How can such things happen every week, consecutively? Nonsense, isn't it? I can't stand it any longer already. Haven't these people have other things to do ,other than stealing innocent people's possessions ?I mean , last week was En Tong's wallet and phone ,Celeste's wallet and Shaz's money ,and my freak bottle. And now ?Mary's phone? What's more? She's got all her Philippines contacts in it .Assoles. It's really frustrating lah .Though I was cursing them all the way, like Terry said, this people will get their retributions. Mary, let's get over this .They're very shallow people, can't help it. They're 'chanaks' . But what shidah said about the targetting stuff was something to think about. I guess the four of us gotta be alert already .

Nevermind, let's get back .Didn't go school today. Neither did mary and shidah. Ouh yeah, SORRY SHAZ . I SLEPT EARLY YTD. That's way I didn't reply. I'm really sorry. Supposed to accompany you to carry the dispenser .But really sorry that I didn't go school today.

I've yet to upload pictures from the care&share prep at niketa's house. I'll just upload one today .

We're mesmorised by Ridzwan's hand. HAHAH .

2009-04-01T11:18:00.002-05:00

I'm sad. Really really sad .):
I'm just not used to this .
It's nothing about school .
I swear, I didn't want this to end up this way .
Though that happiness was only for a short period of time, it really made a great impact.
Like everyone, I too have greed.
I want that same happiness back.
I want it back real badly.
It was the only thing that could brighten up my day, no matter what comes cross.
I know it's not possible now .
Or never.
I really can't digest the fact that it's all over now .
Now I know it has all ended.
But.
I mean, just like this?
No confront, no nothing?
Bullshit.
no one can be trusted.

AND .Talking about typical matters,

you're the the first ever one who pissed me till this extent. If you have any grudges against me, just keep your hatred to yourself lah .Why spoil my reputation amongst others ?Not only did you ruin my freedom, but also my school life. I cnt only tolerate this nonsense anymore .Better get away .Mister, please stop it .I just want this whole piece of shit to have a happily-ever-after ending .Get that .Such a pain in the pine .

This is really how I'm feeling now .Totally contradicting ideas .One upset, real upset. Another, angry. Just plain angry. I don't know what's happening .Now, all I could do is to just hope for the best .

Bye .

2009-03-28T05:18:00.008-05:00

The week was hectic. The worst part was when I fuckingly lost my water bottle. I got upset, really really upset. Yar, losing water bottles may not be as bad as losing hanphones or money ,to some. But to me, I was so upset that I was on the verge of crying. In fact ,I did cry .Don't ask me why .I've been just very attached to my bottle I guess. I felt like breaking the person's limbs who took my bottle ,I swear .Seriously, it was very dear to me .

Nevertheless, ytd's late night talk with Sanjieve was a blast :D I missed that dear friend of mine so much .Without him, my life at dlss would be like a piece of shit. In fact, my life would have been so humor-less. We've been friends since five ,so just imagine the fun and laughter we have experienced .I was laughing ytd night on the phone so hard that I had to pee twice throughout the whole convo. And also, I stupidly rolled and fell off from bed while talking to him, Still, I was laughing .A best budd :D ten years of friendship .

Piano as usual .I've to agree, though it's getting harder, it's getiing more interesting. I used to dread paino lessons but now ,I'm looking forward to every piano lesson :D Two thumbs up .

Dad picked me up after piano this time .I was so thankful cos my ezlink ran out of money already ): He drove down to CP later on .wahwahwah, I shopped with my dad ,HAHAH .Bought loads of stuff for us and dined in Gelare later on .Their hot from the oven waffles can nvr tire me.Awesome(: Great way to start a Saturday[:

Supposed to meet Sanjieve at 3.30. But got delayed and met around 4.30 .Laughter, laughter and more laughter. I swear, Sanjieve's a best budd :D It's so comfortable to be around with him .Reached home soon after ,6plus. Kay,what's the plan? Homework and TV .

[Pictures throughout the week]

2009-03-21T23:17:00.006-05:00

wonderful moments .

♥

To my dearest Owen ,

Joo Ting, I understand the pain .I swear I do. But the truth is, there's no more turning back. This is all part of life. Frankly speaking, I also didn't expect it to turn out this way. Sometimes I feel that I'm also a reason why it turned out to be like this .I don't know why .It's really really difficult for you to get over it, I know. It's even difficult for me to digest the fact that it's all over. But we can't do anything about it already .Now all we have to do is, try with our utmost effort and forget everything. Let's pretend it's a bad dream .Actually, a sweet ,bad dream It's rather impossible for you do that cos those were one of your happiest moments in life. Even I could feel it, especially when I went out tgt with you guys. But now .. So let's just show a positive attitude towards this whole thing, alright ?Endure owen, endure .I could feel the sorrow from how you reluctantly reply to messages .I can't blame you .In fact, if I were you, I would do the same thing too .However, no matter what happens, we've gotta accept the fact and get moving on .This is when you gotta to be really really strong and have a strong will towards everything you face, no matter how harsh they can be .I strongly believe my owen can do this. So c'mon and get moving. You know that no matter what, I will be there for you. (:

YourGeorge.

2009-03-20T00:30:00.014-05:00

Back from camp :D but I don't know where to start from .

Before I start with everything, I just wanna say that this camp was a totally different experience for me .For every single camp I went, I was just one of the members ,always following what the others do .However this camp, I got a chance to lead a patrol .Yes, it was a tough task indeed. I was new to it. I never did such things before. Initially I was sacred, terrified in fact .I was asking myself "how the hell am I to lead a patrol of eight when I had always been a follower for every other camp ? " But no matter how tough it was gonna be, it was for sure that I had to do it. With the help of my dear APL, nathaniel(: , everything was fine. It wasn't perfect, but I was satisfied. It was my first time trying, and I was quite pleased .

At times ,when things got out of hand ,like people taking their own sweet time, sauntering , I agree I did get pissed .But I gotta control it. I mean it was the first time for some experiencing a combined camp, so can't really blame them either.It was all about endurance and determination .With that, one could surely strive through no matter what crosses their paths .I'm sure everyone of the campers did find the camp rather stressful initially, but at the end of the day, I'm sure everyone of us went back home with a big bright smile .I'm sure everyone was really bonded (: Not only that, I'm sure everyone nurtured a sense of understanding and companionship amongst themselves.

Ouh yes, I really must say, working with all these sec three scouts was a really new and great experience for me .They were a bunch of nice people after all . In fact, I'm awaiting to work more with them for the upcoming projects. :D I'm sure it's gonna be real fun .

I also experienced how to be real guide during this camp .Listen up, guides isn't only about singing ,dancing ,slacking or whatever shit you all think .If ya'll didn't know, it's about learning a whole lot of different things that will definitely make you a better person in life .And, we do more ,MUCH MORE things, other than having our usual thursday meetings .If you're wondering what we really do, you can find out for yourself .Like MingXian always says, we can drown them in our spits.

I really enjoyed the campfire .After months of preparations, we were all very satisfied by the whole product .To me, it was a job well done. Two thumbs up for the campfire committee :D

I really wanna thank all these people.

Lim Jian Wei. Brina Erh.Lim Swee Ling.Taylor Jim.Jasmine Goh.Eileen Ong.Loh Jun Ren.See Ai Xin.Teo Yew Shen.Eunice Seow.Ang Yi Lei.Kerk Jun Gang.Tan Ke Han.Zi hui .Sophia Lur.Fong Chun Kit .Eungene chan.Siak Kuan Yao.Thio Jie Ying.Frederika.Lysah.Sei Eng Kiat.Lim Pei Cheng.Eugene Liong Chun Hoe.Adila .Ang Jing Fang .Syahir .Ding Kai.Kian Ann.Tay Chin Wen.Jasmine Ng.Lee Wen Rong.Low Hui Ping.Aisyah.Soh Ren Xian.Queenie.Wei Le .Low Shin Zheng.Lu Qianni.

Jasvin .Lian Kwee .Wen Hao . Ming Xian (scouts) .Mign Han .Victor .Ming Xian (YA) .Peggy . The other scout ventures.

All the teachers and the other people who made this camp possible .

Thanks a million .We really appreciate it. Hadn't for you, all these wouldn't have been possible . Thank you :D

Ouh yes, I really wanna thank my dearest patrol advisor EUNICE SEOW(: Omg .Thank you for always being there, guiding our each and every step , ensuring it's for the best .You were always there to bring our spirts high whenever we were feeling down .I'm sorry for whatever mistake I did .And again ,thank you for being there with us. Without you, we wouldn't have gotten second. Thank you EUNICE :D

DOCTOR patrol; Ouhmygod. I really have to appreciate you guys for always having a positive attitude towards this whole camp. If I had been cold towards you anytime, please forgive me .Without you guys, this camp experince for me won't be complete. Thank you Nathaniel for being a funny apl too(: And also Min Jian ,Novell, Michelle, Kai Yuan ,Adora and Harith .Tahnk you :D

And on last note,

CONGRATS TO:
Tricia {best rookie: guide}
Joshua {best rookie: scout}
Gigi {best camper: guide}
Zahin {best camper: scout}
Zong Heung {Best PL}
Haziq {best APL}

BASHFUL PATROL { THIRD! }
DOCTOR PATROL {SECOND! }
HAPPY PATROL {FIRST!}

a-w-e-s-o-m-e ![:

2009-03-15T06:08:00.012-05:00

Camp's here .Tmr is the day we've all been working hard for .Really really hard .I just hope that everything goes well, really well ,throughout these days . Though it took up quite some of my time ,I don't regret cos I know it's gonna be fun. [:

Rank interview was scary .Real scary . Voicing out our thoughts frankly to the interviwers was a tough task. Still ,I guess it went okay .Now, I simply have to wait patiently .

AND. AND .I PASSED MY PIANO EXAMS .

*wink ,wink * I'd tell you, at that point of time I must be the happiest person in the whole wide world. With work piling up, common test around and camp stuff that needed to be settled ,I doubt that I'll be able to pass my paino .Bloody hell ,I DID .I really did practise .I concentrated on it more than I did on my common tests. And hell yeah, I'm happy alright (:

Aite, off till wednesday :D

2009-03-08T11:38:00.029-05:00

Great .I failed Amaths, Physics and combined humans. What on the world was I thinking ?Failing three subjects with my o's next year wasn't what I aimed for. Ridiculous. I didn't expect my comb humans to fail .I knew I was gonna flunk this time. I knew it .I swear .After camp, I'm gonna do some proper studying already .

Friday was fun. :D Having bonded with my patrol members, the scouts were also great .Nathaniel, Min Jian ,Tana, Jia Long and Ye xiang were great company. I didn't expect Jia Long to be funny. Mary and I were having a great time laughing at them. (:

Mary and I were so famished that we headed down to Lot One around 6 plus for dinner. I was so oblivious that people were calling out my name so loudly .When Mary nudged me, I felt so psieh lah .We were 'bullied' by those bunch of guys. Fuck. Heck it, we enjoyed our meal [: After that, went everywhere searching high and low for camp stuff. Fortuantely, found most and reached home ard 9.30.

Saturday was tiring. Woke up ard 10.30 and was late to meet MARY. aiyoh. Got prepared quickly and met Mary ard noon at lot one. Took 67 down and went Little India again :D The whole bus journey just flew past (: Bought sweets again .However, Mary was execptinally IN LOVE with the pink sweet. HAHAHAH .Mary nice ah ?AND AND. The kalakand. HAHAHA. I swear, Mary and I can never get sick of Little India. In fact, we're planning to visit Little India weekly/ monthly .I wanna bring my joo ting to the restuarant :D

Later on, trained down to town .Went to OG and got our Dorothy Perkins top (:Omg. It's seriously nice .I mean we've been craving for it since the past week already .My ouh my.

Again, trained back to Lavender .Headed to the army market again .Met KEN !(: HAHA .Also, we met another indian guy. Mary found him VERY handsome. HAHAH .But the thing was that, he seemed to ignore us .I think he ignored us cos we started laughing at him ridiculously and mocked him when he took out a cigarette and blew across a customer's head . :/ AND FUCK IT. IT WAS RAINING .I HATE THE RAIN Fuck. And what's more? We had no umbrella .FUCK .That Mary was blabbering nonsense about the indian guy while we were deciding on what to do about the rain . She said "I think he don't want to come near me siah. Do I really stink ?" Nonsense. I started bursting out in laughter lah. Luckily, kind Ken lend us his umbrella(: But the stupid rain droplets were pattering on my arms. curse them .So disgsuting. Mary was very upset cos we didn't manged to see our dear giler babi .

Since I gotta rush to the wedding, we walked quickly. And you know what ?Both of us were so dumb that we stupidly took the wrong train .Instead of taking the one to joo koon, we took the one to changi. And whats more? We alighted at kallang. We weren't able to control our laughter that I fell onto this guy stupidly. Sheesh .

Got home and started preparing for the wedding .Meanwhile, I was quarrelling with mom and fazil was trying hard to make peace. I agree ,I was in a very foul mood .Since we were late already, Fazil wanted to cab down to sembawang cc .Picked up my aunty on the way and cabbed down to sembawang cc .Was having loads of fun and laughter with all my relatives when suddenly Rina got a call from her father.

She broke down into tears suddenly. She told what happened and everyone hurriedly drove down to NUH. The whole journey to NUH was hectic. With calls flying here and there and tension surrounding each and everyone's head .It was a pain to see my grandmother lying down there ,struggling. Everyone broke into tears. Even uncles whom we looked up to also teared .It was a battle of emotions. My grandmother, a strong women, a mother of 13, a grandmother , a great grandmother was there lying down struggling. I swear, it was a pain to see her in that state. Just looking back at the sacrifices she has done for everyone was incredible. I just hope and pray hard for whatever that's gonna come next. We all gotta be prepared for everything. Ouh yes, and thank you joo ting for understanding. (: Reached home way past midnight.

Nevermind, the doctor has given a good word .'She's still strong. very.'
I'm happy.

♥ {fazil, mama.}

2009-03-04T06:00:00.007-06:00

Didn't go school today. :D
I mean I did want a break from all those school stuff.
In fact, I was thankful that I didn't go school today .
I felt really happy today ,really really happy.
That one hour I spent with mom and fazil was priceless.

So Fazil didn't change afterall. I was just oblivious. Joys of laughter filled the whole hall .It has been a long time since I laughed tgt with mom and fazil wholeheartedly. I guess at the end of the day, family comes first ,to me, that is. As for me, the first thing's mom and then followed by fazil and everything else comes next; like friends, cousins, love etc .(:

Again, I went tamil class. Bus-ed down from tws to lot one as usual. But I decided to walk back from lot one back home . Luckily Edlyn called me and kept me accompanied throughout the journey. AND YES .Thanks a million for the reminders ,Edlyn :D

Ouh yes. I created facebook and great I'm blur and confused .I think I'll be just uploading pictures. Though facebook looks posh , friendster's still awesome.(: And no, Friendster IS NOT screwed.

stupid .

2009-03-03T04:42:00.006-06:00

Got back results. Obviously, they weren't very pleasing .I agree I didn't study for most of the subjects ,but even the ones I did revise on, I didn't flare well .In fact, I wasn't even near average .I guess it all relied on consistent work and alertness .Crying isn't the way out ,but it does help .Promising myself just isn't enough ,I have to fulfill it .My procrastination's getting out of hand .

AND ,on top of this, there's piano. What the heck .

Tamil classes are getting more interesting. With the athraj around, I can never get sick of laughing .He can't be described ,I'd tell you .And mdm ganga's ever optimistic mind can always push us forward .Velan who simply defines nonsense and the thinesh guy who's always against him, makes it even more hilarious .Maria's idealistic views on her studies and after school mischief ,shows exactly how a typical student, a typical tamil student in precise, should live their life.

Though ytd's lsn was fun, it wasn't anymore after we were dismissed. I don't like the rain .I don't know why .I just don't like it .I wouldn't mind it ONLY if I'm sleeping as it makes my sleep better .Other than that, I don't like the rain .So after Tamil class ,it was stupidly raining. Though I was sharing the umbrella with Maria, I hated it when the stupid water droplets pattered on my arms .what a disgusting sensation. ehw. Nevermind, I didn't make a big fuss about it cos we reached the bus stop quickly.

After we reached the interchng, we went popular for awhile to get Maria's books. And what the heck. The person said the stocks will only arrive 'THREE MONTHS FROM NOW.' Three months ?Did I hear it wrongly? No. Stupid. Three months. Crazy . Fine then. So we went down to take the 307 from the interchng .

Goodness, there was a bloody long queue for the 307 bus lah. It was seriously long compared to the other buses' queue. Since there was such a long queue, I assumed people have been waiting for the bus for a very long time and thought the bus was gonna arrive anytime soon. But hell no. We waited more than forty mintues for that pathetic one bus. And what's more? The queue got even longer. So many people were pissed that they just left the freak queue. After like an eternity, the bus arrived. Barely even a stop later ,which is the lot one stop, the bus broke down. fuck it .I mean the people were so kiasu to get inside the bus before it broke down that ,they entered through the back door. And eventually the bus broke down. Wtf, after a long wait, this is what everyone got ?So, the bus driver asked everyone to get off the bus .And the worst part was, there was this lady who blocked the whole way, who seemed to be 'fighting for her rights' shouting at the bus driver , "AYE !MY EZLINK MONEY WASTED .BUT CLAIM IT BACK FOR ME. "blah blah .Excuse me? Let people get off the bus and settle your problem lah? knn . Maria and I were so frustrated that we trained down from cck to yew and just walked back home after that . Didn't even bother waiting for another bus after witnessing the stupid argument.

And I only reached home only one and a half an hour later after I was dismissed .Shit the whole thing .

Today at school, my results already spoilt my mood. And what's more? The two idiots, who wanted to go back home with Mary and I, left first .Fuck you all lah. Excuse me, you are the ones who asked to wait till you finished your soccer .And we waited more than an hour. Bullshit. We constantly asked you all if you guys wanted to go back home already .You guys said not yet. So we waited .And this is what we get for waiting ?Thanks ah thanks .Really ,thanks ah .

Fuck this whole thing.

2009-02-28T05:51:00.024-06:00

Today was AWESOME. Seriously .It was great, big fun :D A great treat after having such a gruesome week. Ouhmygod .I was really happy, forgot about EVERYTHING and had fun like there's no tomorrow. I dare to say I was the happiest person in the world for that period if time .Goodness [:

Woke up early; 8.45! Got ready to meet MARY :D Left home and bused down to cck and met Mary ard 10.15 .After spending some time at Lot One, we trained down to Chinatown! I swear, the whole train journey went within a blink of an eye. We were having loads of fun and laughter. Both of us already had one of the most awkward laughter so just imagine if both of laughed together all the way. AND SHAHIDAH .Know what darling? WE MET ABC .Too bad ,you weren't there. AHAHA .know what? He was so tall that he seemed like he was standing on a freak stool .AND AND. bloody, was he bushy or what .I mean OUR ABCs are bushy, but man. He was one of the best. {HAHAHA. OMG, SHIDAH.}

Reached People's Park and went hunting for our the cloth for our patrol flags. Thank god, we got it fast. Since it was only around 11.45, went to OG and looked around. OMG. We saw this Dorothy Perkins top. Screw it, it was damn fucking nice lah. Seriously ,we were this close to buy it. But we wanted to save it up for later. Really, it was very nice. Nevermind, we managed to snap some pictures wearing it. {The white one both of us are wearing; below} Anyway, we are planning get hold of it this Friday !:D

Suddenly, we were so tempted to go Little India. Moreover, briyani for lunch sounded very tempting too .So, we trained down to Little India. As per normal, I brought Mary to the Gokul restaurant I always went .Seriously, I can't get enough of it .And now Mary can't get enough of it either. {SHIDA .AGAIN THERE WAS ABC FLOODED AROUND. so sad ah ,you not there. } Later,after lunch, I brought Mary to buy sweets.Omg, she was filled with excitement after tasting the sweets cos she was craving for'em since she came back from Philippines .She had no idea where it was sold in Singapore. She was tasting and sucking every bit of it lah. Aiyoh.

Decided to head to beach road ,Army Market, soon after. So trained down to Lavender. After alighting, our feet were soaring like god knows what .I mean, we had been walking all day long .Even at the Army Market ,we were walking. Anyway, at the Army Market, we met KEN! He's really amiable lah. We exhanged numbers in fact. HAHAHAHA. Bought a sleeping bag since my old one's zip was stuck. And at least now we have a clearer idea of what kind of things we are required to buy and all .

Were supposed to meet the rest of them at town .But Mary and I were dead tired after all those walking . Decided not to meet them at last .When we sat at this bench near the market ,there was this particular very idiotic girl. Wau lau. I damn angry with her lah .Stupid ass, she's godaamn crazy alright .Knn .Shit.

Unable to stand her nonsense ,we went off soon .After much deliberation, Mary and I decided to train down to Marina Bay and get ourselves a seat to rest our butts for a long journey from marina bay to yew tee/ cck .And yes our butts indeed got a good rest .The surprising thing was that, we didn't sleep throughout the journey! In fact, we were talking all the way through! wtf. imagine; marina bay to yew tee .

Met Fazil at the yew tee food court to get the umbrella since it was raining. And there I saw Mad Noor! Omg. So long nvr see him alr lah. But didn't really say much to them since they were already talking bout something even before I arrived. Alamak. Mad Noor handsome lah. His nose is okay lah, just abit too long. But other than that, I feel that he is the most handsome amongst all the guys in their clique .

Reached home around 6pm. {early early D: } Then mama told me a 'surprising' news .And due to that, we have to go to two places tmr and the worst part is that my aunties might be coming over to our place; MY ROOM'S IN A MESS .IT RESEMBLES A RUBBISH CHUTE. Ouh no ,I'm not gonna sleep tonight then .

Okay, BYE. I wanna watch Kakka Kakka already! :D

2009-02-26T02:03:00.005-06:00

fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit.fuckit. Don't tell me I screwed piano again . I swear I will cry if I fail this time around. I don't mind if I failed the previous ones cos I didn't do my constant practices at all. But this time ard, I DID practise. I really did. But in the end, I don't know what on earth went wrong; and there , I broke down. Screw this whole thing .I'm scared. Horribly terrified. I can't afford to fail piano. Circumstances just aren't right. If I really do fail ,I've no choice but to .. Seriously, FUCK .

Scared. I am, really . Only thing I can do now is wait. Patiently, that is .

I didn't feel ease when I got back its results as much as I felt when I took this picture; a-maths. What can I say ?It's my fault, I agree. I didn't study .Saying more won't make me feel any better nor will it miraculously make me pass .So just try harder the next time around, maybe.

But there IS one subject when I really felt the 'God. Just missed it .' Literature. Hey, I studied. I idiotically took my own time to rewrite the first two paragraphs when I could have just made a few ammendments to the original one. This led me to not being able to write the conclusion. wtf. I felt like an arse.

Nevermind, CT's over .I bet Mid-Year will be here within a blink of an eye .Have to concentrate on camp stuff already .Gotta do aloooot of things. Sheesh .Nevertheless, it's still fun ,with the whole bonding sensation. (:

This picture was taken some time ago ,probably some time in Nov last year. Fazil really looks like a convict in this picture. It has been a long time since I had a nice,good ,long chat with him. Probably he's too busy with the others. Oh well .

2009-02-19T06:48:00.008-06:00

I don't know what I've been trying to do since school had began. I've been only telling myself to get the gears going ,but never did I fulfill it. Sheesh .

It's for sure that I'm gonna flunk this time around. Well at least, I might be able to please myself with my piano .Wait ,will I be able to ? ):

AND.

Brevetti Gaggia espresso and cappuccino machine, bearing a Neverland plaque (estimated bid: $1,000-$2,000)

Accessories from the opening sequence of Michael Jackson's 1988 film "Moonwalker" (estimated bid: $1,000-$1,500)

custom jacket worn for the November 10, 1984 Hollywood Walk of Fame star dedication ceremony (estimated bid: $15,000-$20,000)

Pictures: { http://www.mtv.com/news/articles/1605217/20090217/jackson_michael.jhtml }

Michael's auctioning all these away! Goodness. The custom jacket and accessories are seriously 'personalised' and nice laaaah. OMG. Awesome. I really really want the Brevetti Gaggia espresso and cappuccino machine D: Looks so posh . But see the cost, I'd rather make brew my own coffee.

2009-02-16T09:26:00.003-06:00

Time now's 11.33 pm .I haven't started on my homework .And there's a Emaths test tmr. & what the heck, CT's this friday. GOD. And there are papers consecutively for the next whole week .What's more? My paino exam's next thursday. Goodness hell gracious shit .

Mom keeps nagging at me about my room .What's the big problem ?It's typical of me to keep my room in this state .Aiyae, mothers .

AND.
Asyur is damn funny. I didn't know he had a great sense of humour. Omg. Great to have him as my classmate. :D

Valentine .

2009-02-15T05:03:00.015-06:00

Mom claimed I had talked to my Tamil teacher over the phone on Friday night .But I didn't remember a single shit about it .She also said I was appeared to be like a drunkard .I gotta get my sleep already .I think I'm suffering from insomnia already ,shit.

Yesterday started off pretty well when Durga and I eventually got a chance to do our talks. Ouh my god. I really missed Durga. When was in Sec One, I remember those times when we ALWAYS went back home together in the 307 bus ,sharing gossips from everywhere .Then when I was in sec two, we quite much lost contact with each other when our designated class timings didn't coordinate since she was a year older than me . And now, we're back to normal. Instead of preparing for the competition, both of us were chatting all the way long. I told her something that made her go O.O . She said somthing to that made me shocked, frustrated, possessive, fucked up and most of all disheartened.All day,I was brooding a over it .All I can say is, You can never turst anyone in this world. And ironically, the person I was disheartened by had once told me this over the phone. Wtf .

Nevermind, heck it .We did enjoy ourselves anyway .Durga and I were planning to rush through the essay, get over it as soon as possible and get out of that hall .But we were unaware that we were one of the last few ones to hand in the essays. We had been writing for the whole two hours ,non stop . And what's more, that was the longest tamil essay I had ever written; six pages. HAH. Trained down from Bishan to Yew tee again after the comp. Again, never did we stop chatting.

Was supposed to meet Joo Ting, shidah, mary, azim, razi and deen. But in the end, it was only me and joo ting{precious OWEN(: } Left home ard 3pm with Fazil and went to meet his friends at yew tee food court. Sadly, Siraj wasn't there D: Nevermind, Faizan was there to replace him. Faizan was planning to go fishing at gombak Fazil didn't want to initially. He suggested Bugis to get their ear studs. But siva and another guy {forgot his name} didn't bring any money. Aiyae. Fazil finally agreed on fishing cos he wanted to get out of that place fast .But siva and the other guy had to go khatib. Then Faizan said,

"If lidat, I thnk I wanna go Hamish house.
Fazil said, "Huh ?Why? Crazy uh ?
The Faizan said, "Yaar lah .Now only left with you and aisha. So five minutes after we reached there, you will say 'bro, sorry gotta go' and then you and aisha will leave. Then what? you want me to talk to the fish ah ?"

The moment he said that, I started bursting out in laughter .Ouh my god lah, the way he said seriously funny man. Aiyoooooooooooooooooh .

That stupid Fazil was smoking right into my face and stupid ash almost dropped on my tighs .If it had dropped, I would have chopped him by now .But it was very nice of him to keep me company until I went to meet Owen though his friends were talking at the other side (:

Met Owen {joo ting} ard 4 in the train .Trained down to bugis. We were so shocked when we realised we had already reached bugis. We had been talking throughout the whole train journay lah .Tsk, george and owen ah.

Immediately left bugis after Owen bought her bag [: Later, tained down to back to city hall .At last, I bought my school bag from flash n' splash. My current school bag is torn like god knows what lah. Actually wanted to get my wallet and the same go .But the wallet I wanted was the last piece and moreover it was dirty. Nevermind, wasn't really sad since I'm still happy with my current red one. Walked all the way through city link and went into m)phosis. Joo Ting made me buy a red bag. OMG. The whole bag is red .Really nice. Whole thing was red. Hear that? RED .RED . Hahaha .Since we were getting hungry, went into 7-11 and I bought mashed potato while Owen bought big gulp .Sat on the bench until Ice came. Walked all the way back to city hall to meet Ice. Later, the three of us walked to Suntec and continued walking and walking. Ard 8 plus, the three of us went to buy sausages from '1901' .Omg. Scrumptiousssss .Really nice .{:

Ard 9 plus, Deepan called and suddenly asked me to meet him. I called Fazil if he was going to grandma's house cos mom had went there already. Since he wasn't going, i decided to go meet deepan. Left suntec around 9.30 to go meet deepan at junction 8 .I waited for more than half an hour sia .TSK. Luckily, Durga kept me company by ringing me up. Deepan, came along with his friend Shashi. Omg. that shashi is seriously handsome. Omg. I was laughing throughout when he told be about how he and his violent date met each other. He is so damn handsome that girls come forward to get his number. Ouh my.

Left Junction 8 ard 11 while they headed down Clarke Quay to club. Reached home ard 11.30 .

And you know what? I ,or shall I say, Joo Ting and I didn't take any pictures throughout the whole day D: . Fuck. Omg. Omg. Omg.

significance .

2009-02-12T09:35:00.004-06:00

I feel like I'm on drugs now. Didn't sleep throughout yesterday night. But I was satisfied for being able to finish up my emaths ex 1c and 1d [homework, homework!] ,iron my Guides and school uniform that night .

Tamil CT was rather tough. I mean I don't know any single shit about upgrading works in general and moreover ,how on earth was I gonna write down those in Tamil ?Sheesh, had a real difficult time. The duration was only an hour but I had already used up 45 mins to write the upgrading works thing. Had to rush through the rest of the components ,thus.

Before the test started, Ian came in with his specs all broken, shirt dirtied and all .Just then I saw his left arm was fuckingly swollen, filled with deep scratch marks .One could see the blue black patch on his arm clearly. Omg lah .He told us that the railway train's barrier near tenmile hit him and the train almost ran him down. Wtf, just a fine line man .Everyone was empathising him instead of concentrating on our paper. But seriously, it was really awful .

Lessons were the same old before-common test mood. So monotonous. But GUIDES. I really did enjoy it today. We were rehearsing for the Thinking Day throughout. Though my feet ached like god knows what, I really did like it .Blistered feet but a blissful event .(:

Lot One with Joo Ting, Shida, Mary and Deen later. Accompanied Joo Ting and Shida at kfc. Awesome, awesome [: As usual, we were behaving stupidly. Soon after, left and reached home ard 8.

Just then Yan Qi texted me and I remembered I still had to submit the camp food list today. Damn. We haven't discuss yet. Quickly went back home and showered. After dinner, I decided to go ntuc to check out everything for the list. Left home ard 8.45 and went limbang since yew tee's one was temporarily closed. The whole path was so ulu, dark .I was alone somemore. HAHA.Spent more than an hour rummaging through all the items, getting the best bargains. All of a sudden, I saw my Kindergarten tamil teacher, Mdm Shoba. Omg. My ,were we shocked or what? Hahah. It has been 10 years since she last taught me eh .I could see her eyes shimmering brightly .I mean just imagine, the ones whom you taught when they barely knew themselves, always mischievous, have now grown and are talking to you straight into the eyes with a clear mind. Not everyone gets this opportunity. Chatted with her about the times when she was teaching us. Unforgettable, seriously.

A while later, after completing the list, I left ntuc. I decided to take the longer route; the one I used to take when I was studying at de la salle. Just then I felt the amiss; I realised how much I missed Sanjieve and Abraham. No kidding, I've known them since I was four .We have been good great friends since then. I rememebered the times when I walked along the very same path in between Sanjieve and Abraham, sucking my ice pop, laughing at them ridiculously fighting. I dare say no matter what happens, I will never severe ties with these two. Till now, we still do contact each other occasionally and will definitely continue too .

Soon after, reached home ard 10 plus and started with the food list .Thankfully ,I've submitted it .Time's now 12.37 am and I still haven't touched on my Literature or Tamil which is due tmr(today) .And what's more? They're all graded assignments .Shit .I'm gonna get started already .

foul .

2009-02-10T23:29:00.006-06:00

Didn't attend school today. My stomach ached and I got the flu out of no where .I wasn't aware that I started crying when I realised the ointment had ran out. Moreover, my mother had to make it even worse. Not only did she spoil my mood, she was replying to me unhappily. Excuse me ? I'm here crying and you're there blabbering about what happened last night after I had slept. awfully ridiculous . I'd tell you, you wouldn't know know how fucking infuriated I was. I simply just ignored every single shit and went up straight, told my dad I wasn't going to school .As simple as that. He asked me to rest well .

Mom woke me up at ard 7 plus agn and asked me if I wanted to go polyclinic or private .I don't know what on earth I was saying. I said ,"Polyclinic. " wtf. Seriously, I'm stupid. She continuously tried waking me up, but I couldn't . Her temper got even worse and started nagging about ytd night again .After the whole hullabaloo, I woke up ard 9plus .She started nagging at cos she told me that the clinic's gonna get crowded since it was already after 9. Again, being stupid, I told her ,"it's better than to hear you nag." This provoked her more and there it went. -we started quarrelling till I left the house to go to polyclinic.

Around 10, I left and bused down to polyclinic. When the bus reached the stop after I boarded, I saw Siraj! Omg, the moment I saw him, I started laughing. Sadly, he didn't see me cos he was talking on the phone and I was right at the back. He alighted opp Lot One and I assumed he was gng to school as he was wearing his ITE shirt. Missed the chance of laughing at him D:

Ouh yes, I was so lost when I enetered polyclinic. It has been a few years since I went there. I was wonderering where was the receptionist. I just saw scanning machines. I knew it would be embarrassing if I asked anyone for help. So I just tried my luck with the machines. I read the stated instructions thoroughly. I don't even do that for examinations. Fortunately, I was able to get over it, without anyone's help. Phew.

After getting the chit, I went to the second level for the consulting. I swear I was waiting for almost two hours lah. Meanwhile, my dad kept calling me if I want him to pick me up and go the private doc. I jept declining .But seriously, two hours. tsk .Just when it was gonna be my turn, I saw Siraj again! alongside with his few friends .Omg lah, started laughing again .I was so damn happy to see him. But didn't managed to talk to him, since it was already his turn .

Soon after, went down pharamacy and saw Siraj .HAHAH. As per normal , he was doing all his ridiculous stuff .His friends and I couldn't stop laughing lah . Then he and his friends were talking to this police guy. The whole convo couldn't make me stop laughing. I really wanna laugh at Siraj every single moment.

Reached home ard 1pm. And whats more, Fazil had to piss me. Aye, you are already aware what happened just now, and you have to make it worse now. Fff.

I'd tell you, if Fazil wasn't my brother I would have given him a tight slap across his face ,instantly. But as much I hate him, I love him too. This is only a temporary hatred. I HAVE to confess that getting Fazil as my brother IS a gift from God.Seriously. I don't know how much he meant to me last time, but now, he means to me more than everything.

2009-02-07T05:55:00.012-06:00

Getting along with Mui Jie, Edlyn and Shu Xian has been great .Chatting with them is never boring. I must say they are the ones who make me feel that time passes despite the dreadful lessons .Initially, I thought I was gonna die in the class since I knew no one else but Shu Xian. But now, its the other way round. I'm in fact enjoying the colourful moments I spend with these three. Awesome(:

CT's nearing .VERY near indeed .Got to get the gears going. Mui Jie and I have been TRYING to start studying. Not that much of a progress. Just hope everything turns out well(:

Slept ard 4am ytd .But had to wake up at a freak 6.45 am for piano class. I wake up at 2pm on saturdays. Not 6.45 D: shit ass. After much struggling ,managed to get up at 7. Got ready and trained down to woodlands. Took 912 to her house . Piano exam's on 26 feb. GOD, common test .Sheesh. After piano ,went back teck whye sec for tamil .Very useful lesson, I should say. (: Ended ard 12.30 and bus-ed back home with Maria. Maria's idealistic words did indeed inspire me. Thank you [:

After reaching honme, Joo Ting called me and decided to study at JE .Since I just reached home, Syafiqah and Shahidah headed there first while Joo Ting and me were to join them soon after. Supposed to meet at 2.30 but only managed to meet ard 3.30. When we went there, we lost interest and eventually didn't study .After killing ard an hour, we decided to leave. Shahidah and Syafiqah headed to JP while Joo Ting and I went bugis. The journey was as usual funny .I almost fell on this malay lady like a crab .Joo Ting and the malay guy opp me were laughing at me lah. Aye, I lost just abit of balance, mind you .

As per normal, shopped ard and bought a few things. AND JOO TING. YOU ARE CHIO. AYE, PRETTY LAH . :D :D In the end, Joo Ting had to meet her sister. We cnt go on the train tgt D: My train journey back was all alone . D: Nevermind, at least I got a seat .Reached home close to eight.

Omg, tmr's eight february .A special day (:

FAVOURITE :D

Unglam here. In reality ,real glam.

Omg. Hair.

EDLYN! Mine's picturesque, as usual. :D

2009-02-02T10:06:00.009-06:00

Frankly speaking, I didn't enjoy the dance a single bit. Yes, I agree it's nice and everything but it's rather hopeless to make people like me who can't dance/ don't have any dancing background to dance old school. Rather impossible.

Physics test was a killer. I didn't study for the test. I didn't know there was a test ,in fact .And thus, I didn't study for it .Shit. And what's more? There was Tamil test .Dance already spoilt my mood, and there goes another test. What have I been trying to do all this while? Common Test's coming already. Since tmr's a holiday, I'm gonna start on all those I don't understand .Halidah, make sure you do it. Don't procrastinate.

After Tamil, Fazil ringed me up and asked me wait for him at interchange. Waited for about twenty minutes before that ass came .He came along with Siraj. Omg, that Siraj uh. Made me laugh until I was in the verge of tears. Wtf. He seriously made my day laaaah .First, Fazil, Siraj and me went up to collect something. I didn't know what it was. Kept bugging Fazil what it was .Eventually I got to know that he had bought a pair of couple ring for Aisha and him .Then I asked him:

"Aye, buy for girlfriend but never buy for own sister?"
Then he said, " You already owe me ten bucks."
Halidah, next time learn how to keep your mouth shut.

Aye . Hahahah. But he doesn't bug me on how much I owe him. I bet I owe him more than ten/ twenty bucks. That Siraj was like making a fool out of himself all the way lah. I never seen someone like him before .His sense of humour was so spontaneous man. Fazil told me keep the ring safe, with me(:

Later the three of us went back interchng and bused back. That Siraj made me laugh until my body vibrated so vigorously. He was talking to this random Chinese aunty about CNY. Omg, the whole convo was damn hillarious .I laughed so hard that my stomach started aching. Then, the both of them alighted one stop before mine to catch up with their friends. That Siraj uh, like AIYOOOOH. Reached home ard 8 plus. Omg, I wanna be there when Siraj starts talking.

I took pictures of the ring after I reached home;

I didn't Fazil knew all these. Sweet. :D

2009-02-01T06:35:00.005-06:00

Supposed to meet Ruki at 3 but eventually met ard three plus. It was shittingly raining lah. Shitass. I was complaining throughout . I seriously hate getting wet in the rain. That stupid sticky sensation, ehw. At last, we got under a block. That Ruki cheated me .He didn't bring me anywhere .Instead, we were under the block's voideck chatting away. Aiyaeyeeyoo.

Later on, bused down to JP. Ruki was like getting excited over all the electronics laaaah. I knew nuts about it .But I kept laughing at Ruki. There was once when I couldn't stop laughing;

Ruki was looking for memory cards for his camera .He approached a salesman to ask where it was. While looking through , another salesman came by and asked Ruki if he needed anything. I couldn't make out what both of them were talking about and the salesman left to take something. Another salesman came by and approached Ruki.

Salesman: What do you want ,sir?
Ruki: *smiles. Nevermind, I already told an other man.
Salesman: Ouh, he was the one who sent me here.

HAHAHAH .You should have seen the look on both their faces. Both were so blur. The salesguy was like a sotong while Ruki was like a lost sheep. Aiyoh. So dumb.

After much walking, we just went back home and I reached home ard 8(: Omg, I wanna go out with that Ruki again . :DDDD

Fuck man. I'm damn tired now. I only slept at 5am in the morning and what's more I woke up at a freaking 8am for tuition. Ffffff . It's not the matter of being tired or what lah ,but Veingad just called me and said we have a TAMIL TEST tmr. Wtf. And it's like idioms. fckit. I don't know how on earth I'm gonna study for it. I seriously have to study for it cos I bet my tamil tcher's pissed with me ; I didn't attend Saturday's supplementary though I told her I was going to be present. Shit. By the day, her impression towards me is getting from bad to worse. I've seriously go to change that.

Omg. I couldn't meet Joo Ting and Ice today. Shit, I'm so sorry. Joo Ting, I'll make sure I make it up to you :D

PICTURES:

Ruki ruzaik :D

2009-01-31T04:38:00.006-06:00

ARGHH. Haven't veen blogging for very long D: Have been rather busy for the past week.

From now till the end of the camp, all the scouts and guides are gonna be busy. Sheesh. But though the work's taxing, I must say I'm enjoying every bit of it. In fact I'm excited for the new stuff we're gonna face and persevere through. Each new resposibility's a brand new experience for me. I know it's gonna be tiring, but so what? We can all do it as one. (: Just imagine; all the new faces, challenges, obstacles we're gonna face. Sounds interesting already. At the end of the day, we are all gonna return back home with a brand new bonded sensation. Priceless(: Just abit of endurance, resilience, wholeheartedness; and there you go -it'll be all gone in a blink of an eye and you will not go off empty-handed , but with a load full of experience and joyous moments. (: So, c'mon we can do this!

In a nutshell, I'm awaiting this camp. :D

So school's okay so far. I mean Monday and Tuesday were holidays so school was only on wed, thurs and fri. Just that, I can't really digest some of the subjects. I guess over this weekend I have to start on some serious self-studying. I mean common test's in another 2 weeks' time? ouh my, ouh no. Now I understand what's time management.

Flunked A maths test. Expected it. But I have to say that I prefer the A maths test to E maths test. I seriously don't get E maths. It's obviously not because of the teacher. I guess I just don't get the whole concept .Again, I have to start on the self-studying.

Ouh yes, Monday I went Batam with my relatives! :D Omg, awesomenest! I seriously enjoyed it. God, Anwar is the bestest ! :D Can bear with me , unlike that gundu Muhaimin. So irritating. Keep calling me short. Yar lah I'm short, so what ? At least I don't look like a banana like him. He's so long ehw. Moreover, he was wearing yellow on that day. Stupid him. Aiyoh.

The Seafood there was great. We ate at this quite well-known restaurant called 'Golden Prawn' .Everything there was great! From the buttered prawns, stingray, sweet sour fish, Lala to the chilli crab! Omg. NICE NICE. I ate like a pig. Omg, everything was indeed scrumptious, so I shan't compare. I wanna go and eat there again DDDDD:

PICTURES:

Handsome :D

Anwar :D Omg. bestest :D

Done with the Proposal :D Now have to concentrate on Patrol stuff already.

2009-01-25T03:55:00.008-06:00

FRIDAY:

After CNY celeb at school, went back home and had lunch. Got changed for town. Met Joo Ting in the train at CCK. Later Ice joined us at bukit batok. Trained down to orchard with them. Omgomg, fun .[: Ice kept ka cau-ing Joo Ting. AHA. Joo Ting, rmb to stand outside when the door closes, kay. ahaha. Went Cine, bought tickets for the Red Cliff's 7.10 show. Meanhwile, while waiting, loitered at Heeren and Skate Park. Omg. I have nvr went Skate Park before man. I mean I've walked pass it few times but nvr really went to it. So refreshing. (: Went back Cine and walked ard. Watched Red Cliff. OMG. I LIKE that ZHU-GE LIANG. Omgomgomg. Fuck, fuck. Handsome handsome. [: I didn't know he was Jap until the end of the movie when I got to know that his real name was 'Takeshi Kaneshiro.' Omg. Handsoooooome. Later on, Joo Ting and Ice bused back home while I trained down back to Yew Tee. Reached home close to 11pm. Awesome day with them [:

Chew Yi Ice.

SATURDAY:

Woke up ard 2pm. Started getting ready for Lukman's reception :D At ard 6pm, mom, fazil, wafa and me cabbed down to Chevrons. Mouth-watering food. The host guy was great and so was the whole reception. The whole thang was so classy. Seriously enjoyed it. I can say it's everyone's dream wedding, with irresistable food [: Ouh yar, and there were belly dancers too :D FAZIL FREAKINGLY GOT HARRASSED BY ONE OF THE DANCERS. HA. HA. Thank god, his girlf didn't see. ahaha. Reached home at midnight.

I wanna wear a saree for the next wedding D:

TODAY:

Was supposed to wake up at 8am and get going to Lukman's house. But eventually, all my other relatives weren't able to wake up. So was I. In the end , at ard 12, all the aunties, including my mama, decided to go. Aiyoh ,obasang. Ard 11am, Joo Ting called me to acc her to Jurong Point. Wonderful .Hahah. Had my lunch and met her at Lot One at one. Bought some stuff at Lot One first and then bus-ed down to JP. Joo Ting bought a few stuff for tmr and then both of us left JP at ard 5pm. Joo Ting got down halfway. Since it was still early, I walked my way back home from cck interchnage. {:

2009-01-22T07:06:00.007-06:00

Omg Lukman's nikka was awesome. The long wait paid off afterall .(: Skipped piano and tamil ytd. We had to go the Lukman's house by 4.30/5 so I just skipped both. Went Lukmam's house at Telok Kurau first. Stayed there for about 2/3 hours before dad drove us to the bride's place at Bukit Panjang. Sheesh, their house was located just directly opp of BPP. Catering was as good as ever. After all those tiring procedures, reached home close to 11 or 12. Omgomgomg. I cnt wait for his reception at Chevrons(:

Tuesday went JP with Joo Ting(: After school, bus-ed down to JP. Omg, she filled me up with some awesome CHOCOLATE pocky. Thanks you, loves. Went ard and bought some things for ourselves. Bus-ed back and reached home ard 6.30.

Guides. Shit, I'm seriously afraid. What if we don't live up to their expectations ?What if I screw? I thnk I'm screwed. :/ Omg. But still, I awaiting all these new responsibilities and experiences :D Guides; Be Prepared. I;ve got the bp spirit.(:

OMG. I cnt wait for tmr. Though I'm not celebrating CNY, I'm still excited. Cos I've got Lukman's reception to attend on saturday ,out on sunday and batam on monday :D Tmr? I think we've got plans alr (:

OUH. OUH. Know what? The guy I mentioned in my previous post ?The Billabong outlet guy, ex BP-ian ;while waiting for the lift at my block, I saw him in the lift. I mean WTF. That Anchor point salesguy is living in the same freak block as me ?And I was so oblivious about it ?! What the. I cnt believe it. Stupid man. First I recognised his dad as I've seen him a several times.But I swear to God, I've never seen his son at my block ever before. It's a small world afterall. But how could it be so coincidental ?Goodness.

2009-01-19T09:05:00.005-06:00

White choc macadamia.

After school, went anchor point to get my shoes. Spent much time at charles &keith. After deliberating on which to purchase , bought a pair of gold stilettos. (: Went down to billabong and got the presents and went up agn to dine at KFC.

Wait at all these three places; charles &keith, billabong outlet &KFC, we were indeed 'recognised' .
CHARLES &KEITH:

Us: {Even before completing asking our qns}:
Do have any other colour for?...

Saleswoman:{looking directly into my nametag}
High school ?You're from HIGH SCHOOL?

Us:{Blur}
uh, hahaha. Bukit Panjang govt HIGH SCHOOL.

Saleswoman:
High school ? HIGH SCHOOL?

Us:{hopelessly}
Hahaah. uhh, yaaar. so do you have any other colour?

BILLABONG OUTLET:

Salesguy/ man:
You guys moved back to the Ave 4 is it?

Us:{shocked}
HEH. Yaaaaaaaaaaar.

I mean people from queensway know BP ?

Salesguy/man: Ouh okay. *smiles.

Us:{about to walk off}
Eh btw, how you know uh? Were you an ex-BPian? *laughs.

The last answer we expected was him to say 'yes'

Salesguy/ man:{laughing}:Hahaha. Yar. I was the class of 02.

I: Ouh .cheh. We were only Primary Two then.

wtf. -_______-

KFC:

Okay, KFC there wasn't much of a conversation but the cashier was staring into our nametag instead of concentrating on the orders. :/

I don't know what this concludes.

Okay so after KFC, we went secret recipe. Joo ting bought chocolate indulgences and I bought white choc macadamiaaaaa :D I wanna try the Cappuccino cheesecake D: Later on, went back TWS for tamil and reached home ard 8 after tamil. (:

right round, round.

2009-01-18T10:07:00.007-06:00

Shoes? ouhmy, I forgot about them ytd. shitttttttt. I've to get them by either my monday or tues. But I've got tamil on mon; carry'em to my tamil class? wtf.

BTW.

HAPPY Be-LATED BIRTHDAY TO MUI JIE. :D :D
ouhmy, laughing with you is nvr boring. Especially with ah meng &co. Goodness, hotstuff.

2009-01-17T12:30:00.003-06:00

Tekka with mom and rasitah! Actually headed thomson plaza first but we weren't very pleased with the shop .Sheesh, we did really expect alot. Later bus-ed down from thomson plaza to tekka. Went hunting at loads of boutiques. After almost 3 hours, eventually, found two costumes all of us agreed on :D Bought and went to Gokul :D :D ouhmy, lost count on the number of visits we had went there . They serve the awesomenest mock mutton briyani and chocolate tea .Owen, one day we seriously need to go try their chocolate tea man .holy. After dining in, went a few other shops and ended the day there .Eh ruki, I spotted traffic(q). (:

Fahrenheit test's coming up but I haven't started on the book. Fffff. I dare procrastinate, wtf halidah. Shit ass. I wanna get the gears for sec three going already. bloody.

ouhmygod. Looking forward to Lukman's wedding :D :D

2009-01-09T10:26:00.003-06:00

Campfire was great :D , though occasionally, I was in a foul mood. Everyone was indeed very high. After the campfire, walked to Lot One to grab a quick dinner. Unfortunately, however, macs was closed. Decided to go yew tee macs with shida and fakhrur. I kept rather quiet the whole while; was really tired after all the tremendous roaring and dance pracs. After eating, we left macs and reached home ard 11.30pm.
Talking about the dance performance, it was absolutely great :D Our time and efforts certainly did not go into waste. Thanks to Eunice especially for being seriously patient towards us and never giving up hope . Thank you.

2009-01-09T10:26:00.000-06:00

Campfire was great :D , though occassionally I was in a fi

2009-01-08T10:34:00.003-06:00

First week of school was alright. I got abit tensed up ytd though :/

omgomgomg. SEVEN POUNDS: http://www.sonypictures.net/movies/sevenpounds//

and omgomg

Tmr's Sec one orientation campfire :D Performing, tai ke wu(: Hope everything goes well. I must say timeless efforts of hardwork have been put into this campfire to make it the best . It has to be the best.
:D

Happy 2009 :D

2009-01-03T13:54:00.007-06:00

Went Esplande threatre today with mum and rasitah to watch Lea Salonga in 'Cinderella'. Awesome sets, props and performers. At the end of every scene/ song, they'll be a clear loud roar of applause. That clearly showed how much all of the audience enjoyed and appreciated it. Indeed deserved a standing ovation. I really enjoyed the last part when everyone was in high spirits and clapped timelessly. Timeless tale of romance given a contemporary, humourous spin.

First day of school.
Had guides in the morning. Usual stupidity of shaz, shida and me. Hahahah :D Shaz and shida uh, aiyoh horrendous. I thnk my stomach can blow up anytime when with them .One more thing; farting ain't alien amongst us . Gathered with 202 and that might be the last time D: We were assigned to our respective sec three classes and I ended up in p1 :D The class is okay. I mean it's just the first day. I'm sure they'll be loads of team spirit in the future :D

New Year's day.
Went Grandma's house with mum ard 4 plus. Fazil joined us ard 7 plus after work. Later the three of us bus-ed down to Nisha's birthday party. Great fish, great satay. We left for home at ard 11 [: Was camwhoring with Fazil on the train, back. Took 28 pictures with him non-stop. :D I'm only gng post two though. :/

Esplanade

New Year's .

KL .

2008-12-30T09:51:00.004-06:00

KL was fun. Though we didn't manage to shop much, it was an enjoyable trip. The priceless satisfaction of receiving an awesome, rare opportunity of meeting your loved ones, whom you haven't seen for almost 10 years, is just beyond description. Frankly, I seriously didn't await this trip at all. I didn't make any hullaballoo about this whole thing. In fact, I was wondering how the hell could I kill time during my stay there. I mean, I knew I had cousins, nieces, nephews who were ard the same age grp as me. But I knew we'll have nothing in common. But least did I expect myself to enjoy every bit of the time I spent there. I swear that most of our stay at KL was spent at their house. Not only did we spent time at their house, but we also visited other relatives .On the last day, everyone came to send us off. Without me realising, an oblivious tear rolled down my cheek. I didn't understand it; I mean I'm not even close to them. I'm sure I'll not be seeing them for another couple of years and still why am I crying? Just then I understood, blood IS thicker than water after all. I swear, I'll cherish the moments I spent with them at KL and they'll definitely be close to my heart. I really hope I can meet them as soon as possible, but that's quite not possible :/

2008-12-24T05:44:00.007-06:00

I really wanna watch The curious case of Benjamin Button. Even before it's damn premiere, it has been already nominated for the golden globe awards. Five in fact. Omg, I seriously wanna watch this movie. Sounds ,indeed, different and interesting.

Last Saturday watched Twilight with Shazwani :D Yes, the movie was nice. I don't know about the book though. It wasn't nice just because Edward Cullen was hot or what so ever, it was how he treated Bella. Anticipating New Moon [:

AYER, AYER, AYER .

2008-12-23T21:16:00.012-06:00

Rina came over . Managed to walk to yew tee with her{: Went JE lib. Met Joo Ting first at lot one and trained down to JE. Fakhrur and Deen came ard 12. Didn't managed to do much work though :/ After killing a couple of hours at JE lib, decided to go to IMM. Same old story; ate, walked ard blah blah.

Off to KL tmr morning. Gonna miss Owen D:

fancy.

2008-12-19T04:51:00.004-06:00

Wednesday and Thursday Shaz and I practically spent time at school regarding the banner for the roadshow. Paint was stupidly stuck between our fingernails. Had a real hard time removing them. Thinner did remove most but some were still stuck. Nevermind, we managed to remove them eventually.

Shazwani; Dylan and Colde ? Aiyoh. I didn't even know who they were until you told me ah babe. I don't know 'human' disney, like you said. No, no. Will Smith better. I don't care. Hahah. And about the daniel radcliffe, i've no idea if he's gay. I mean, can videos be fully trusted? Ahahah. Nvm we still have alex pettyfer :D

Talking about all these disney stuff, I'm starting to realise I miss watching Banana in Pyjamas, Teletubbies and Gullah Gullah Island.

Shaz, I ain't gonna upload any of Craig's stripping videos today. I know you wanna see him stripping right? But not now. Ahahah.

BANANA PYJAMAS .

2008-12-15T03:58:00.007-06:00

Sheesh. Finally got back the comp[:

Went out with cousins and mama on Friday. Hot park/ Henderson wave/ vivo. We first started off with hot park. Must say, it's indeed a nice place to camwhore. Then we decided to walk through Henderson wave to get to vivo. But least did we expect the journey to Henderson wave itself from hot park was gonna be exhausting. Nevertheless, we did experience a new environment. An awesome environment, in fact. Walking through very high, steel bridges, uphill, downhill, through awesome arches were great. We were exhausted but the moment we saw habourfront mrt stn; delight(:

Later on, we lunched at Banquet. Then, we walked ard and decided to dine in ben &jerry's . *yum. Bus-ed back home later on.

Ytd went to check out the Jurong point and it's new extensions with Rowena :D Omg , I haven't seen babe since the holidays started. Much delight. But shit, I was stupidly late. Walked ard and 'ahw-ed' at the new extensions .Both agreed that JP seemed like two malls, rather than one. Gio gio was there too :D Omg, I have a sudden craving to get that banana pyjamas wallet from JP. I don't know why but I've a sudden craving for banana pyjamas' merchandise now D: Rowena was mocking at me when she spotted the disney wallet. -.- Alamak, banana pyjamas nice lah. So long and yellow and sexy. Nevermind Rowena, I don't care I still want your Fluff wallet too. heh heh.

Decided to sit at the stairs near the mrt stn. Practically everyone was looking at us. But that didn't bother us much. But the surprising thing was that, we were glued there for two hours. Aiyoh. Ahahah. Went to the restroom and went back ard 6[: I wanna go out with her again lah. heh heh :D

George misses Owen D:

Wait I haven't started homework.Shit ass. Sec Three next year. 16 more days. Damn shit. I've to start as soon as possible. Ouh no.

Babe :D

Mamamiae :D

2008-12-03T23:29:00.005-06:00

Alamak. What is this? Never blog for so long. Aiyoh. Tsk. Blogging at Mary's hse now. (: Have been going out often with cousins, aunties, uncles and of course all the awesomenest[: Went Airport on monday to send off aunt. Later dined at swensens. Reached home past midnight[: Wednesday met the awesomenest at JE lib. Planned to do homework. Sorry Shazwani But, as per normal, I didn't do. Tsk. Later walked to IMM and walked around with Joo Ting[: while the rest ate at LJS. Later trained down to Lot One again and went back home. Reached home around eight. Went CCK park for dance prac today. After that, walked back Lot One with Mary, Zahin and Eunice. Bought kfc and bus-ed to Mary's house with Zahin. Both are playing Mary's guitar. Aiyoh. Alamak I wanna eat prata lah. I wanna play badminton lah.

2008-11-23T21:46:00.002-06:00

Went Pasir Leba camp on friday. Wafa's some SISPEC grad. Idk what lah. Some NS thang that I don't bother understanding. That stupid Wafa didn't upload the family photos from the cam to the comp. Fuckhim .So irritating. Assole. Serve him right, got posted to Guards at Bedok; the most ulu-est place I consider after Kembangan. But I have to say that the food was nice(: Free food, [: Was damn exhausted when returned home. *yawns.

The buffet at the wedding ceremony we attended on Saturday was damn fucking nice lah. No kidding. It's damn damn nice man. The sambal chicken was so unique lah. The mutton was so soft and chew-able. (: Omg, I wanna eat that freak nasi briyani again![:

Ytd went Telok Kurau to uncle's place. Nothing much lah. Just chit chat-pray-eat-chit chat thing :/ Came back home changed and met Joo Ting, mine(: , at lot one. Bought cake and presents and walked ard (: Cabbed down home, after that.

Tmr I might be meeting up with Madinah! (: And I still wanna go out with Chellam[: [:

2008-11-20T05:22:00.010-06:00

Tuesday went East Coast Park :D :D Omg, fun fun [: Awesomenest lah. Camwhored like god-knows-what. Really really fun, had a super good time cycling with Shazwani ! :D Ouh yes, yes. Went Parkway Parade after that. Went shopping with Joo Ting! Puteri! Netty! Damn sad lah, no enough money to buy the tops D: Nevermind, we promise ourselves that we'll surely buy'em. [: There was a big hullabaloo when Mary lost her freak wallet. Shit lah. It was quite new, had forty bucks inside and had her ezlink inside. Wtf lah. Super sad lah, nvr see her cry lidat before man. Aiyoh. Nevermind, Razi sponsored her money back home (: In the mrt was fun man. Initially was talking to Joo Ting(: (: But she started getting tired so continued chatting with Razi. So cute lah he; " Eh outside the lights so nice" AHAH. Reached home ard 8.30pm[:

TAGGED BY JOO TING (:

2008-11-18T09:26:00.005-06:00

What are you excited for?
- Next bbq, next outing, next year[:

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
- Uh, I like someone? Hahahah.

What are you wearing on your feet?
- Toe ring.

Have you ever had a big fight with your best friend?
- Confront, yes. But it all turned out well :D

If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?
- Wah. Alot. Elayne? Lyndi? Idk. Not sure.

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
- Yes, yes :D

What were you doing at 08:00 this morning?
- Was seh, showering to get going to East Coast :D

Do you like your hair long or short?
- Long baby, long.

What was the weather like today?
- Scary day. First drizzle abit, then started to drizzle more. Then eventually was a breezy. I'm describing the weather, shit.

Who was the last person you talked to?
- JOO TING :D :D, mine; back off.Hahahah.

Do you know someone who likes you?
- No. Not really bothered.[:

Do you love anyone?
- Love? aiyoh, shut it.

What comes to your mind when you think of love?
- Go away lah, irritating.

What is your current mood?
- Super fucking relieved.

When you go to the mall what is one store you have to go into every time?
- Alamak, abit paiseh lah. I think food stores :/

What do you carry with you at all times?
- Sex band. Eh, that's what they call it. It's always round my arm.

Do you have feelings for somebody?
- Uh lah. Irritating lah. Fine. Yes, I have feelings for Daniel Craig.

If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
- Not cut my hair when I was 6.

What should you be doing right now?
- Talking to joo ting ?Ahahaha.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
- No, no. Craig likes me for who I am. HAHAH. *dream on.

1. Spell your name without E, R, S, H, K, I, M, L, C, A, Y, N.
- Alamak, jialat. ~~HALI~~ D AH. What is this ?

2. Are you single?
- Attached to Craig. Just braoke up with Smith. *Dream on, brother.

3. What is your favorite number?
- uh? My jersey number ah? I don't know. Don't ask me this kind of nerve-wrecking questions.

4. What is your favorite color?
- RED {:

5. Least favorite color?
- Pink, I don't know why. I don't hate it, but just don't prefer it.

6. What are you listening to?
- Get Silly.
'I'm the reason why you wanna lose your guy, girlfriend; Get Silly.'

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
- Can make it lah.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
- Involved? Aiyoh, sounds so enthusiastic.

9. What is your favorite subject in school/college?
- Physics, History {: Not sure about next year.

10. Do you shop at Abercrombie?
- Aber what?

11. Do you have money?
- 70 cents ?That one also money right.

12. Would you take an EX back?
- You mean Will Smith? Ahahahah.

13. Are you outgoing?
- I don't know uh.

14. Are you active in Friendster?
- Yepp. Maybe.

15. Where do you wish you were right now?
- Admiralty. Hahah. No lah. S-11 coffee shop.

16. What is your most treasured moments?
- times with 202[:

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?
- What bubble. The water water one can.

Can you do a cart wheel?
- What's that? Ferris wheel uh?

Can you touch your toes?
- Yes, surprising uh.

Can you wiggle your ears?
- NO. I can't even raise my eyebrows. Shit ass.

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?
-Almost there.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
- Stupid question, no.

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
- You mean the one slide down the shiny pole when emergencies? Ouh,sexy.

Did you ever want to be a teacher?
- Yeah when I was young cos I liked writing on the whiteboards with markers. But teaching is more than markers.

Did you ever break the law?
- Jay walk, yes.

Did you vote for bush?
- No, Obama. No lah, I don't even know how to vote.

THE DOS:
Do you like roller coaster?
- YES, YES. Fascinated by the twirls since young :D

Do you own a bike?
- I don't even know how to cycle. Shut it.

Do you like football?
-Sometimes but one thing's for sure. I like foot ball players.

Do you have a shopping addiction?
- I cry if I can't buy. Ahaha. But not really an addiction. More of yearn.

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?
- Uh huh. Last one was at Pahlawan. :D fun fun :D

Does your wallet have any pictures in it?
- Hahahaha! Yes, Razi's.

Does your job bring you satisfaction?
- Student ?You can answer that yourself.

Does a soft answer turn away wrath?
- Initially, I thought this was a famous quote or something cos I don't understand it.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?
- The awesomenest people; (Alphabetical order) Deen, Joo Ting, Mary, Netty, Puteri, Razi, Shahidah & Shazwani :D :D

Last text message?
- Joo Ting :D

Last baby you held?
- I don't know leh.

Last time you shaved?
- Armpit ah? Alamak, I shy.

THE LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?
- White Chocolate Mocha, Starbucks[:

What was the last thing you had to drink?
- White Chocolate Mocha, Starbucks[:

What was the last thing you watched?
- Vasantham, Tamil :D

What was the last thing you read?
- Vogue.

What was the last thing you hand wrote?
- Haven't done that for days.

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?
- Joo Ting[:

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- The awesomenest lah.

Who was the last person who left you a comment?
- Banu [:

Who do you miss right now?
- Fahkrur Razi. Hahah, no lah.

Who last hugged you?
- Joo Ting [:

CURRENTLY:
What color shirt are you wearing?
- Blue, comfortable.[:

Have any tattoos?
- I want. Hahha.

Have any piercings?
- Yar, my ear, my tongue, my belly. LOLOL.

Straight hair or curly?
- Curly shitzx.

Where are you?
- My room[:

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?
- How to fail a class?

Professed your love and been turned down?
- Think what, Bollywood ?

Accomplished a life goal?
- I don't know what are my goals.

SIX THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Bed/Pillow/ Bolster/ Blanket
2. Soft toys
3. Stationeries lying here and there.
4. Worksheets
5. Black bags.
6. Chocolates.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Making friends?
- Yes, Yes :D

2. Want a relationship?
- Already have Craig :D

3. Wanna get married?
- Tmr? Can.

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. The red lighter
2. Lacoste
3. Fucking six pacs
4. Flawless, soft skin.

I TAG:
(alphabetical)
- Allisa
- Mary
- Ridzwan
- Rowena
- Shahidah
- Shazwani

2008-11-14T03:49:00.008-06:00

Bloody shit. Didn't blog for so long lah. Aiyoh, I'm gonna smack Fazil's head for spoiling the damn mouse uh. Stupid. Somemore can dare to give me the pitiful face. Tsk. Okay alot of things happened throughout these stretch of days. Many ups and downs.Alot of things happening at my house too. Aiyoh, Fazil. But I can say Fazil is the only companion at my house. He's always there for me. Aiyah, I'm prepared for whatever shit that's gonna happen.

Okay now to the happy part. JOO TING! Omg lah. I've been talking to this woman like god knows what lah. Super nice can .Aiyoh, nice nice man(: (: Our late night talks are the best man. Bobby is the best too, AHAHAHAHA. (Joo Ting, say AH-LOH) Stupid Tom, Dick, Harry TSK. Ouh yes,yes! Our choco buffet also! Omg, omg, cnt wait! Seoul Garden after school also! YUM, YUM. (: (: Shangri-la Hotel; camwhore camwhore(:

Talking about camwhore, Wednesday, mine and I went to CDANS[: Actually supposedly we were to bowl, but evetually camwhored throughout in the super nice toilet[:

2008-11-11T11:11:00.000-06:00

Craig, Stoughton? Craig of course.

2008-11-10T09:34:00.004-06:00

Okay okay Shazwani don't jealous okay. Craig is better than Stoughton. Get it? Hahahahah. No, no. Razi the best. AHA. Eh, eh sarcastic uh.

Didn't manage to play badminton cos of the rain. Later around 3, met Joo Ting, Mary and Shazwani at Limbang macs, to start some homework. Okay, Joo Ting and I didn't do a single shit.

Later bus-ed down to Shaz's he to check out the results (: Omg, filled with excitement .But it took a really long time to load .But babe helped me check! Thanks baybeh (: Got into the first choice, physical one. Happy happy. Ouh no, but the sad thing was that, it was the same as Ridzwan. (back at you. HAHAHA, jkjk.) Shit man, Allisa isn't the same thang as me D: Fuck. Tsk. Nvermind, at least she's happy with hers uh. (:

Reached home ard 7. Fazil's o lvl is finishing tmr. Aiyoh. Sad. Hahahah, joking lah brother.

Craig's mine.

2008-11-08T12:08:00.004-06:00

Watched Quantum of Solace :D

Omg omg omg, I fuck love that moive lah. I don't care what people say but Daniel Craig is sizzling. Ah! Nice man, his charisma, steadiness, wah seh meting :/ The movie was awesome lah! Ouh yes, and that Olga was damn hot also lah! Omg, I wanna watch that bloody movie again. Awesome. The movie was so damn quick lah! Omg, I'm so excited that I'm including so much of exclamation marks. Tsk. I really really really really wanna watch the movie again. Least for Craig(:

Okay, watched at Suntec, for free :D Got a whole nachos and a drink free too :D All thanks to Chellam's mom (: Aiyoh, aunty uh, damn cute siah. She was like "I don't find Craig very hot but I've to say that he has a cute butt." AIYOH -.-"

After the movie ,shopped around Suntec and managed to get a santa hat :D Later walked all the way through to Esplanade and went into the Kalaa Utsav exhibition. Later on, bought cotton candy and toured around city hall. (; Omg, fun lah. We were walking like god knows what. But had to leave around 6 cos we had a show to catch near Yew Tee mrt.

Reached home ard 7.15pm. Changed and went down to the show at ard 7.30pm. The show wasn't that bad uh. Reached home at ard 11pm and attacked the briyani mom bought from little india. deliciousio! (:

2008-11-07T20:43:00.006-06:00

Tagged by Ridzwan! (:

Rules & Regulations :
#01; - Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
#02; - People who get tagged need to write a post of their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
#03; - At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
#04; - No tags back!

1. I used to eat my nose shit and thought it was tasty.
2. I used to rub my shit against the wall when I was 3. I also played '5 stones' with my shit.
3. I still like biting my nails.
4. I find Razi fuck hot. I sometimes find Bangladesh workers hot too(: Eh, they are sometimes hot okay.
5. Talking about mentos, I think mentos kills sperms.
6. I urinated on my bed till I was primary 6/ sec one.
7. I am/was tempted to smoke.
8. I want to taste detergent. Don't ask me why.
9. I thought I was able to fly if I had enoguh determination and perseverance. But no.
10. I wanted to be a cashier when I was young.

Tag: (Allisa's too lazy right? alright then.)
- Joo Ting
-Mary
-Rowena
-Shahidah
-Shazwani
Eh, eh, names according to Alphabetical order(:

Anjardy Kupax(:

2008-11-06T05:16:00.003-06:00

ROWENA ROWENA, let's go out. chop, chop!

Ytd went Mrs Selvi house. (: Omg, fun fun :D :D I didn't expect her to be so nice lah. Fuck man, it was fun[: I swear, I wanna go again. Omg, our chats about all the anjardy kupax, yogi b, school stuff etc was awesome (: Had a great time. Reached home at ard 8 plus . But at the same time didn't manage to catch the movie with the others D: Hsm3 somemore. Nevermind, will definitely go out with them some other time (: Was supposed to go out with Shaz and shida today, to vivo. But didn't manage to due to a fucking reason. SAD D: Nevermind, meeting them tmr (: Great, great.

I don't think Singapore Flyer is possible this holidays. D: But our east coast and sentosa is a must [: Other movies, hopefully? (: But badminton and study time is confirmed :D I don't care, ahahah. (:

2008-11-03T11:54:00.001-06:00

Picture taken, quite some time ago;

I'm HAPPY.

2008-10-31T11:23:00.011-05:00

Omg ytd was fun! :D :D let the pictures say it all :D :D

2008-10-28T23:01:00.007-05:00

Monday; Went Yoga's house with Mary :D :D
Omgzxz, super fun. But a member of the public farted in the train that it almost choked me. I mean everyone does fart, but try to release it bit by bit lah. He just farted like nobody's business. Initially Mary wasn't able to smell it. Then, she breathed in heavily for two times and the third time ,she swallowed the smell of the killer fart. AHA, she was coughing. Nevertheless, we still camwhored near Yoga's place. (: But I swear, getting to West Coast was a big footache. Omg lah, we had to climb overhead bridges . But, the stay at her house was great. Reached home at around 7pm.

Yesterday;
Supposed to to go to Hot Park but ended up gng Bugis. Met Joo Ting first at ard 2.30 and headed to Mr Bean .Later met Mary and trained off to Commonwealth. Met Shahidah at ard 3 plus. After much deliberation, we decided to go Bugis and Hot Park some other time with Shazwani. Slept in the bus but managed to alight at the right stop [: Off we went into Bugis. After much exhausting walkings through the streets, we decided to rest our asses. Went into burger king and dined in. Were haveing a good laugh at the banner of rubbish hung on the wall. It was super funny lah. Then trained back home. Ouh yar, before that, Mary's arse almost got stuck in the EZ link machine. OMG lah! AHAHAHHAHA. I was laughing my head off. It was super funny lah! The train journey seemed very quick cos we were having truckloads of fun. AHA.
Ouh yar, Joo Ting, Razi himself is not going for the Halloween thing sia. -_________-" dumbdumb.
Reached home ard 7plus. :D

Allisa, I think we've to do the subject things alr.

Pictures:

Monday:

Tuesday:

2008-10-27T11:41:00.002-05:00

Many things have happened. I just don't know what to do. Fazil , please. :/

Nevermind , I think I've decided what course to choose alr. HJopefully, I can get through it. [: Btw, we've already planned our holidays. So it'll be;
-Gym.
-Play ball.
-The park connectors.
-East Coast
-Hot Park
-Flyer, hopefully.
-HSM.
-Sing to the Dawn.
-~~Jersey~~-
-~~Tops~~

Tagged by JOO TING; MINE [: [:

Answer - Truthfully

1. Do you like anyone?
- Yes, I think.

2. Do they know it?
-Don't know. Not bothered either.

3. Simple or complicated?
- Maths ah ?tsk.

4.In the last month have you bought something?
- Yar lah.

5. Gotten sick?
- NOO.

6. Been hugged?
- Yeh, hugged and smooched by Will Smith.

7. Felt stupid?
- Very, indeed.

8. Talked to an ex?
- YES. I want to talk more.

9. Missed someone?
- Yeah, Fazil.

10. Failed a test?
- Chemistry, Literature. Hear me, I failed.

11. Danced?
- Yeh, hip-hop on the last the day of school.AHAAA.

12. Gotten your hair cut?
- That didn't happen for months.

13. Lied?
- Of course lah.

Unique

14. Nervous habits?
- Depends.

15. Are you double jointed?
-What's that ah ?

16. Can you roll your tongue?
- YES, HAHHAHAHA. suckers.

17. Can you raise one eyebrow?
- No, fuck. Think I'm the Rock ?hah.

18. Can you cross your eyes?
-Cannot lah. You want my eye to be crossed ah.

19. Do you make your bed daily?
- NO.

20. Do you think you are unique?
- Of course, cos my boyf's in hollywood.

21.Have you ever said I love you?
- Just.

22. Given money to a homeless person?
- I don't know. I donate, that's all. I don't where the money goes. Is it the poor or what ?

23. Smoked?
-No, but was once tempted.

24. Waited whole night for a phone call?
- Not lately cos have been talking all the way.

25. Snuck out?
- No. want to ?

26. Sat and looked at the stars?
-No, don't ask me why ?

Manners

27. Do you swear/curse?
-Yar lah, don't tell me you've never even said "stupid".

28. Do you ever spit?
- At home, basin. Then I wash it off with tap water.

29. You cook your own food?
- Seldom. Maggi ,that's all.

30. You do your own chores?
- Frankly, no.

31. You like beef jerky?
- I like beef [: But what's beef jerkey ?

32. You're happy with your life?
- Lately, not really.

33. You own a dog?
- No. I want rabbits.

34. You spend your money wisely?
- NEVER. I swear.

35. Do you like to swim?
- Not really, I don't know how to swim. Neither do I know how to cycle.

36. When you get bored, do you call a friend?
- Message too.

Do - You - Prefer

37. Flowers or angels?
- Got angles? Flowers ?I don't know lah. Not interested in both.

38. Gray or black?
- Grey is sexy.

39. Color or black and white photos?
- Whatever that suits, happy?

40. Lust or Love?
-Don't bother.

41. Sunrise or Sunset?
- huh. I don't know how to answer :/

42. M&Ms or Skittles?
- Ritter Sport :D

43. Staying up late or waking up early?
- Obviously staying up late. I don't wake up early dude.

44. Being hot or cold?
- uh? In what sense?

45. Winter or Fall?
- I don't experince both.

46. Left or Right?
- Right.

47. Having 10 aquaintances or 2 best friends?
- 2 best friends.

48. Sunshine or Rain?
- Don't know.

More - Have - You -Ever(s)

49. Been dumped?
- NOO.

50. Stolen money from a friend?
- Fuck no.

51. Been in a fist fight?
- What's that? Arm wrestling ah ?

52. Snuck out of house?
- NO, how is it like it to be?

53. Had a crush on a teacher?
- YES :D

54. Seen someone die?
- NO.

55. Been on an airplane?
- ssshh.

56. Slept all day?
- YES :D

57. Missed someone so much that it hurt?
- I don't know.

58. Fallen asleep during school?
- Chem, maths, literature :D

59. Been lonely?
- Yeah.

60. Cheated in a game?
- Snakes and ladders ah ?

61. Been to the ER?
-What's that ?

62. Been in a car accident?
- Hah, no.

63. Had detention?
- HAH NO.

64. Missed your first love?
- Sometimes. (:

65. Cried yourself to sleep?
- Got primary school.

66. Sung in a shower?
- No, jjst imagine.

67. Kissed a complete stranger?
- Yes, don't believe.

68. Laughed so hard that you cried?
- OF COURSE.

69. Cheated on a bf/gf?
- Nope.

70. Regretted hurting someone?
- YESS.

71. Regretted loving someone?
- NO, never really loved.

I tag:
Idk.

2008-10-22T11:41:00.002-05:00

All I can say is that, these past two weeks were filled with tons of emotions. Happy, sad, angry, frustrated, fucked up. I don't know. Frankly, I've no idea how to start everything off. I guess I'll just start with typical happy beginnings.

Jalan raya was fun uh. No kidding, seriously. Camwhored truckloads and especially loved the ones at the Stagmont park. Omg, rare moments to take pictures with Khairullah. Awesome. (: But we only managed to finish Shahidah, Fahry, Netty, Amalina, Syafiqah, Deen, Shazwani, Azim, mine and Puteri's. So the next day ,went Fahkrur's place. Later, after that, went causeway point and eventually decided to watch Eagle Eye. Thriller [: And I've to confess that, Ritter Sport chocs are gooood. I'll make sure I taste every flavour o.o

ARGH! I didn't manage to go lunch with the Sanjieve &Santhosh. ): Omg lah, so wasted man. It was Sanjieve's birthday somemore! STUPIDDD. So damn stupidly wasted. Nevermind, at least I promised Sanjieve a movie alr :D SANJIEVE (: (:

Causeway with Shazwani was great(: Went to collect her phone and shopped vigorously. :D We even planned aloooooooooooooot of things.Aiyoh! Talking about Shazwani; My dad thought Shazwani was my boyfriend. AHA. It was because, lately we've been talking on the phone for a very long time, rather secretively. Obviously that arouses suspicions. But nevermind, doubts all cleared now. Talking with that woman is nice man. [:

Last but not least, results. What the fuck. :/ I did very very badly and really expected the worst. Even just now ,I was so worried that I kept asking people, "HOW? HOW?" Omg, sorry to all those people. Seriously, I was like worried to the damn core. When I came back home, I just tucked into my blanket and started sleeping in order to prepare myself for the worst. But, I'm now super glad that my parents understood the whole thing!(: Omg lah, so damn freaking happy uh! But I'm just not that completely happy yet. Cos' I still do feel very remorseful. I mean my parents didn't scold me, but I can see that they were quite disppointed. I've to buck up. :/ AOuh and Allisa, just choose what you want. After hearing all those chilling advices, I think I've made my choice.

Heh, hopefully our jerseys get ready soon. I really really really want them! Super nice man.[: Ouh, ouh, I've found a sleeping beast who's hot. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Wait, I've a last note. 102'07/202'08 , I'm gonna miss you. We have overcame through thick and thin, worked together, laughed together. :D :D :D All our idiotic and nonsensical doings have never failed to make me laugh. Yong Kuang's stupidity, Veingad's smell, Ms Koh's blur-ness, Min Jian's voice and Yan Lin's hunger will always be etched in my mind. You guys were the ones whom I first ever mingled with when I first stepped into Bukit Panjang. I'll never ever forget all these precious moments. PE lsn with you guys had always been awesome. I swear, I'll dearly cherish all these priceless moments. 02 forte! (:

2008-10-12T12:12:00.000-05:00

Sorry, thanks & I promise. [:

2008-10-12T10:22:00.002-05:00

Listen Up. Rowena & I have have once again created a new club, opened to the public! *APPLAUSE.

That is none other than our very own PDD club. If ya'll samrt enough, you should've somewhat recognise what the fuck hell it stands for. We ain't gonna reveal it to any kukubirds. (: (:

Details as follow:
[We're gonna guide every chicken head step by step, in case they get lost in this important post.]

1.If you're interested ,please grab your scrolls and start scroll downwards.
2.Next, you should very well know the presidents of this club, Rowena & Halidah.
3.Besides that, you should also know that we're from class 202 which is situated in the third lvl of the nexus campus of BPGHS.
4.Next the chicken heads interested to climb the stairs , not crawl, and make their way to 202.
5.There you would be able to see the presidents.
6.You can always collect your application form from them to sign up for this exclusive club.
Please submit the forms as soon as possible as datelines close on the 20 of October 2008.
F.Y.I Application fee is $15 and memebers will be given exclusive items which include, beautex tissue packets, 50 toothpicks and 5 exclusive NTUC plastic bags. [: (seats are limited)

Hear that? So faster , chop chop, get going and sign up! HAHAHAHHAHAH, what the heck Rowena. Our PDD for life, for love campaign. -______________-"

2008-10-09T11:29:00.006-05:00

I've to confess; I LOVE Raju♥ .
Mary, I know you love Trumpathi too.

The main papers are over & I've nothing much to say. All I can conclude is that we should study way before hand for examinations. I think I'm prepaared to face the horrible consequences cause;

-Literature was a dumb mistake. I didn't compare and the qns clearly stated us to compare. Fine, but the poem wasn't any better. I didn't comprehend it at all.
-Maths was too extreme. Plus stupid. I've nothing to say.
-Science: Chem; I didn't understand a single shitzx. I don't know what the hell I was trying to do. Physics wasn't a relief either .
-History; It was much harder than I had expected.

In a nutchell, EOY wasn't that predictable afterall.

Nevermind that. I've alr planned the holidays mameh. (: (: It'll not only be tv, computers & outings. Man, I've to promise myself to practise piano every sung;e day during the upcoming holidays. God please. I've to agree, I have a sudden liking for piano. Something's just urging me to practise piano. And I make sure I will. [:

Will be out during the weekends &will be gng out on Monday too. So I'm left with Tuesday. I don't know what I'm gonna do on that day.

I CAN wait for the EOY results, prefably. But fuckit, they're all gonna be out on 15/10 &16/10. Sheesh.

Ahw. Mary, I miss our Morning Meetings. Those times when we discuss about Singapore's economical rises and falls, natural disasters, how to save the the Earth, international factors and more. I just can't wait for tmr. And fuck, I miss Raju. I know you miss Trumps. Arnold's still trying. Tsk.

Sanjieve Segeraaaan's birthday's coming!(: (: Sanjieve asked me and Santhosh along! Hahhahhahaha, I miss them already. D: Santhosh &I have planned to get smthng good for him. Omg, 18 October (: But I don't care, before 18th, both have promised me lunch. They better keep the promise.

2008-09-25T05:10:00.002-05:00

English paper was a disaster. Shit it. My sentences were merely one full, whole line. Wtf.
Seriously, I doubt that I'll even pass .I mean Ms Koh said that we did real badly alr, and what more can I expect? Top in the class? My shit. At most I expect a just pass for my compre. The vocab was very risky. It's like those question that you require a 'very' or what so ever. Something like; 'hard' ain't accepted, 'very hard' is accepted. Die.
Paper One wasn't a relief either. It was equally horrible. First I intended to do my composition, in which I just can't make up my mind what question to do. (All were just equally hard.) Then just when I thought speech's gonna be a saviour, I was in a dilemma which option to choose. First I initially wanted to choose the rock-climbing option but the points stated really discouraged me to attempt that question. I mean the points they give were simply 'Learn peseverance' etc. On the other hand, the points for the basic sign langugae was "Usueful for Community Involvement blah blah." So obviously they're urging us to choose the basic sign language thing .

I just think the whole thing just didn't out well.

Occasion at teck whye was not bad. I just didn't get to taste the food cos by the time I queue and get the food, I bet the food would have vanished into thin air.

And seriously man, I really really really can't stand step lah. Simply because he steps. He's damn act cute, macho, handsome blah blah. Rowena and I have got a lot to say but we're very kind to just say the minimal. Geesh, he's seriously getting on my nerves nowadays. Hey, fuck off step. Stop stepping , especially in front of me. I swear, the next time should you step in front me, fucker, I'm gonna .. I don't know, but I'll scold you off for sure. Damn you ass.

I really have no mood for EOY man. I mean I' just to eager for hari raya lah. Especially when mom said we'll be going Geylang on Tuesday night at ard 9pm. It's like simply exciting , mind you.But, I'll promise myself to study after the first day of raya. Hopefully, I'll be able to fulfill it god.

Mary and I ended our relationship with Arnold on 25.09.08. So long Arnold. We dearly treasured you but we certainly knew this just can't work out. Furthermore, during the time being when we weren't able to meet up with you, Raju &Trumpathi had already occupied us. So, we really sorry Arnold. Now, Raju's mine &Trumpathi's Mary's. Sorry dear Arnold :(
Raju baby, ILY!(:
Trumpathi, Mary ♥♥ you ;D
>[OMGzxzxzxz, this is so perasaan lah Redulla Mary Grace Yuzon! AHAHAAAA. ] But nevertheless, Mary, we still ♥ Raju &Trump !

Wtf was my previous para abt? aha, so bimbo. TSK.

2008-09-22T10:07:00.003-05:00

As you can see, people have started mugging alr.

Damn, I've to start too.

But seriously, I'm terribly scared for my Chem; I really don't get a single bit.

Ouh and not forgetting maths, die.

Wtf, my physics test?

Gosh, my stupid carelessness.

Stupidly, stupid.

Utter rubbish. Nonsensical mistakes.
Have to buck up alr.
[:

Tmr's English. Okay, I'm not sad lah. The earlier the better; would be able to get over it quicker.

Next Friday's Tamil and the following week are all papers.

Damn, that's really near.

2008-09-18T06:50:00.002-05:00

Eh, eh. EOY is coming. Ouh no no. Haven't started on any revision. And today's Physics test was a screw. Gosh, I totally calculated the damn thing wrongly lah. What on earth. Sad, sad man.

Eight marks down the road? Aiyaeyeeeyooooooooooooooo. What the hell was I trying to do?

I have to seriously start to buck up.

Tmr's English Oral. Next Tuesday is English paper 1 &2 + Tamil Oral and LC. Aiyoh. Goodness.

3rd Oct is Mother Tongue paper 1 &2.

6-10 Oct are all filled with consecutive papers.

I can't wait for HomEc paper. School finishes at 9am and I am here planing what to do alr. C'mon, EOY is over :D

I don't know why, but I can't believe on how typical people are. SO typical that they make wanna puke. So stupid, please lah. Don't spoil the whole thing, c'mon. Need not be so typical aite. Stupidly stupid ass. Tsktsktsk. Dumasses.

I still can't believe what happened ytd. How dumbly oblivious can I get? I didn't wasn't even aware of the people ard me. Fuck it. And now, I'm restricted to do it. Wth? Ouh bloody.

Never mind all these, I just can't wait for EOY. But piano's still scarring the witts out of me. Just wish me luck.

:D :D

2008-09-13T07:10:00.004-05:00

I want to change blogskin.

; again.

I mean I just changed it ytd. I like it, but I don't know why but I suddenly feel like changing it again .I think I'm very free. Or rather, I'm lazy to touch my homework. Oh my. I've to do some homework tomorrow. No more time left, eoy's coming.

I expect Money no enough 2 to be comical. Instead it turned out to be sentimental ?Yes, the first part was very hilarious. But the subsequent scenes were so logical, live-learning, touching, moving blah blah that it made us cry. It was really common, logical and dilemmatic situation faced by a lot of people. I swear, it was so touching that even the comical gestures won't make you giggle.

It also showed how important mothers are. In the end of the day, it ain't your brother, sister, cousin, friend, aunty, uncle, wife, husband, mistress, dog, cat, pet, boyfriend, girlfriend, tom, dick, hary; It's your mother who's gonna help you. Seriously, the lyrics were so damn fucking true. I know sometimes mothers can get assing. Really assingly irritating. Like for instance, I was anooyed by mom just now. But if you think about it, you can't really be frustrated with your mama afterall.

So, I guess it's a movie worth-while

So long baby, I'm changing you;

2008-09-10T22:18:00.008-05:00

Bloody shit. This my first time not going school for three whole consecutive days. Wth? Yes, I'm terribly sick. God hell. Tues I went to the docs. That cost about 30 bucks alr. He said I had very bad sore throat and had fever. Alright, he gave a two-day MC. I swear, my sore throat was killing me. I never imagined a bad sore throat can be a killer. It was a real pain. I wasn't even able to swallow my food properly; neither was I able to drink water nor eat my tablets. Fuck it.

The next day, I was expecting it to get better. But ironically, it got worst; both my fever and sore throat. It became really worse. It was so bad that I cried cause my throat was killing me. What's more, my fever went up to 39.8. Ouh my. My mom got so worried that she brought me to the docs' again. The doc said that my fever went up drastically and my sore throat got worse too. What the heck. Then, he gave me another two-day MC. Fuck, fuck. I was missing out so many stuff at school already. But I knew I wouldn't be able to go school the next day. The doctor also prescribed me 'stronger' medicine. Fortunately there wasn't any consultation fee cause I just came the day before. But all the medicine and anti-biotics were rather expensive. Mom had to pay another 22 bucks. Tsk.

And today, I feel much better now. My sore throat's still bad but it's better compared to the previous days. My fever has subsided. Phew.

Man, my 'second' day of school is the last day of the week. Shit. Mary, yes, yes. I miss our boyf♥ much. Sad, sad. We didn't see him for two weeks alr! D:
Mary I want 20.08.2008, ♥boyf !

Ouh just did I realise the eoy is only 10-11 days from now? Wtf? What is happening to this era? Come on people, I'm just a 14 year old. 14 year olds' can't bear so many obstacles at one go. I still can't believe I'm sec three next. It still feels like I just entered Bp. Ouh man. Time really flies.

December holidays; I can't wait.

Ouh yes, and on Monday something utterly ridiculous happened. Haziq, I'm really really sorry. I didn't mean to say that; it just came out of my stupid mouth too loudly. Heh ,cause on Monday while playing netball with the guys, Haziq attempted to choot. It didn't really sound like a choot. I don't know why, but I accidentally said,

Don't know how to choot then don't choot lah!

Ouh my. So rude lah. Shit, sorry Haziq. I really didn't mean. Glad that he understood.

2008-09-07T11:42:00.004-05:00

05.09.08; Scouts 50th anniversary campfire :D :D

Pictures taken are with Shahidaaaaaaaaaaaaah :(
Better send me soon baybeh .

Okay so first as per normal we met. Err, met Shazwani first then followed by Mary and Shahidah. Initially felt slightly embarrassed to buy the meal from kfc. Heck, we still bought.
Erm, the campfire was alright. But one of the games Shahidah had to feed me, blindfolded, and I had to lick her fingers. Awesome (?) Heh, but it was really hilarious. I mean, Shahidah and I were laughing all the way, our bodies vibrating vigorously.

Called Wafa to check on home. Hey, he claimed Mr Sim called? Gosh mama, holy shit. He said I've yet to do the HeyMath &said I sleep in class. Ouh no, sorry Mr Sim :( :(

Headed to Lot One to have our mudpie. Heh, awesome (:
"Shazwani, I felt bad you know! We ate and you didn't eat. Sad D: "

Eh, eh, wait. Mary; A million apologises for always fooling you. Baby, prepared to meet our darling tmr? OUH MAMA. I ♥♥♥ his damn mouth .
;20.08.2008 ,ouh Mary I cnt wait for tmr [:

Speaking of tmr, tmr's school. A typical go-back-school day. Heh, I've no mood for studying nowadays. Maybe Friendster's one of the reason but it ain't the only reason :/
TV, yes television is the mega bega distraction. I seriously have to cut down on TV. Ouh lord. I mean eoy is in another 3 weeks time? wth? And that's all? Kaboom, and my sec two life's over? Man, I really have to make use of this few weeks, I swear.

And I hate the fact that hari raya's before eoy. I mean, I won't really have the festive mood, if you realise. Damn, damn. I think I've to pull my socks alr. shit.

2008-09-03T03:37:00.003-05:00

Went Limbang Macs ytd to study(?) Met Shazwani first. Both of us did study okay! We managed to finish some homework, least. (: I did Physics! Shazwani did history &Englishe! See. But both of us felt rather odd; we were fasting so didn't manage to buy anything. Still we were studying at Macs? Rather embarrassing in fact.

That Mary only arrived two hours later. Omg, that 'Juicy Drama Queen'. That little pie didn't do any homework! LOLOL. In fact after she came, I didn't do anything either. But thanks to that little pie, we felt less embarrassed cos she bought a double cheeseburger. :D

Later on, we camwhored like no one's shit business? Hahahah, seriously. There were quite a number of people surrounding us, but still we camwhored. I mean, who gives a shit ? That Mary took perverted pictures. Gosh, Shazwani & I were laughing.

Headed to Basic Point and then bus-ed to lot one. Went around here and there. Eventually bus-ed back homw at ard 5.30pm.

Today went Tanjong Katong Complex with mama. Shit it, I wasn't feeling well at all. Not at all. Supposedly, I was to help mama with the ingredient. Eventually I ended up in the toilet, throwing up. Man, I desperately wanted to get my ass back home. But after throwing up, I felt slightly better. So we continued and bought some clothes and shawls. The ingredients weighed a ton, so we decided to cab back home. Fortunately we took a cab. Or else, we would have been stuck in the rain. Gosh .

And what the heck. I'm addicted to Friendster again. How the hell am I supposed to get my eyes off Friendster. Friendster has it going :D :D

Ouh sexy, Scouts Campfire is this coming Saturday! Man, really really really excited ((((: I mean, it's a campfire :D But the sad thing is that I won't be able to go to Janu's house D: But nevertheless, campfire's gonna be awesome :DDDDD

2008-09-01T10:13:00.002-05:00

Ouh mama, I didn't blog. Aiyaeyeeyooooo.

Friday was teachers' day celebration. It wasn't awesomely fantastic. But I loved the fact that I ate alot. Camwhored here and there. Then decided to go bowling at cdans. Erm Shazwani, the 2a guys &I. Damn, the guys were good. I swear they were okay. Later, Shazwani had to go back home so I went back to de la salle.

Met Banu, Revathi &co. Damn you Sanjieve. You didn't come, assole. Assing. Ouh, Kelvin didn't come either. Actually, I'm not sure; I didn't see him. We wanted to watch a 'fight' but darn it. We missed it. Wasted man :( Off &we went Limbang macs. Soon after Mary &Shahidah came along. The three of us were trying hard to eat, really hard, despite all the unexpected 'distractions'. Damn. I got scared abit by that guy. But thanks to the other guy who 'saved' us by continuosly saying 'Fuck off' to the idiot. Hehhh, baybeh.

Sunday; CIP. Okay the only thing is that Allisa & I really really really wasted our mrt fares. We spent almost three bucks on mrt fares only. Wth? TSK .But it wasn't that bad. Our plans for a movie were ruined. But nevertheless, we managed to grab some Kopi from Kopi Roti. (:(:

Today had tution with Irene. Irene told me abot what happened. All I can say is, V is such a pain the the pine. Just give her a tight slap across her damn face. Then met Shazwani opp Lot One. Went ard Lot One and then met Mary. Chatted until about 5 plus before heading on to ntuc. Ou and Mary, Sorry sorry sorry! Bought Luffa! Then, walked around until about 6 then headed back home.
I seriously don't know what's gng on. Fazil, please.

Pictures over the week;

2008-08-25T11:29:00.005-05:00

There's a History Test tmr and I'm not studying. What the heck, I'm still in the June Holidays mooooood. Tsk, I swear I'm not prepared for sec Three next year .I'm really really not. I realised that I've been slacking, not bothering about anything and been complacent all this while. What the heck? I seriously think that I should stop going out often . Even if I go out, I should come back home and study. So the plan is to both study and go out :/ Time management? Gosh, I suck at that. Okay so the thing is that, I should try to come back home by 6/7 if school ends ard 2. Either I sleep for a while and later study or study first, sleep early. Ouh , I can decide that later. &not forgetting, Sept holidays I should really really study &practise my piano. I swear, I suck at piano. I should really start pulling up my socks. Even like today, I am still awake at 1am, what the heck? Ouh well, I just really want to improve my grades.

& Today wasn't a evry good school day. Ms Koh was angry; I don't really fault her cause it's a natural anger that comes when your own form class disappoints you. For instance, like me, I didn't pass up my Lit File. I'm really sorry Ms Koh, I thought we had to hand it in the next Lit lsn. Really, I'm sorry. Hmt period wasn't very fantastic either. Mary &I got caught 'eating'. But again, we deserve it lah. So, I'm not angry at the teacher who caught us. But after school was good(: Shahidah, Mary &I were trying to plan out how we should make use of our Sept Holidays. I just really hope it'll all work out just fine. *crossfingers.

Ouh &to spoil the brot, my common tests results weren't very fantastic either. It was just typical marks that everyone would moan, groan, sigh, smug, brood on. Anw, I haven't gotten back my Maths, Chem &hmt. However, I really don't think my hmt gonna be the same cos it's the subject which I completely neglected and didn't bother about. Frankly, I don't expect an A this time around for my Tamil. Damn, I'm regretting alr. Maths; I think I'll get ard 22 or 23 oevr 40. It is the typical score I get. Chem, I don't expect much cos I was chatting with Rowena online instead of studying for Physc and Chem. So, it's simply tough luck.

Teachers' Day's coming. & am I gng De La Salle? Yes, yes :D I really wanna meet up Sanjieve! Hahahaha! Miss him truckloads. And Sanjieve please lah, Kelvin is totally out of the question. He's just hot. Nothing more than that. In the first place I don't even know him lah. The only thing I know, or rather Yaji told me is that he plays soccer pretty well. Even then, I don't know how true that is, so okay? Aiyoh, don't do something stupidly crazy again ah you ass. I don't care, you're treating me (:

Okay. History now .Chpt 4. study study.

Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working
twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we
know how to harness and control this great force.
-Tom Blandi

2008-08-14T12:07:00.003-05:00

Whoosh mama. Tmr's science paper &I'm not prepared yet. Damn. It's 2am and I'm still blogging. Aiyoh. Fuck, I feel so yuck now. Cos;

-It's Common Test week.
-NYAA is due next week, right after CT2.
-The Power up project is here.
-I won't be able to watch Meet Dave tmr :(

English &Tamil I have no comments. You can't discuss the answers you wrote anyway. History was okay is one had studied. But, I don't think I did. Literature. Hmph, I was just thankful that it wasn't a damn essay qns .My hand would sore after writing for 40 mins continuosly. TSK. But I have to say, it's very easy to make mistakes for all the tests ;I swear.

Ouh and Ms Koh didn't come today but we still had the summary test. Really, that spoilt my mood. Really sopilt. I was so fed up that though I knew I spelt a word wrongly, I deliberately didn't correct it. Thick skin, yes. But I was really not in the mood. I was really pissed cos I alr made 'plans' what to do in those periods; copy my Tamil &revise abit. But shit it. Then I realised I didn't bring my Tamil WB. I was so fucking angry lah. I mean my Tamil Teacher alr had a bad impression on me. Cos she claimed that in term 1 &2 I was good and now I'm not. The main reason because I didn't go for six tamil lessons and didn't pass homework regularly. Actually I haven't been passing up homework since the beginning of the year so, heck. But the six lessons part; Hey! I had my reasons clear &right okay! TSK.

Aiyah. Ouh & mama said we're not gonna go chalet this December with her side. WAH SEH. I was in the verge of breaking into tears alr lah! I mean I was bloodily awaiting this chalet for, 6 months? TSK. I mean it would surely be truckloads of fun &laughter lah .Then ,just like that, it ended. Sad,sad. Ouh &she said we're not gonna go overseas next CNY with her side. Instead we're gonna go next DECEMBER. Aiyoh, it's like more than a year to go lah! I really can't wait any longer man .I really wanna meet up with my mother's side,especially after the National day celebration. Omg lah, it was super fun man. Nevermind, I'll make sure we meet up;
-Break fast at Al-Azar/ Al-Ameen
-Grandma's place at Tiong Bahru.
-November &December; not sure yet.
I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. I wanna meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet them. Especially my uncles! I swear, they'll make you laugh until you go breathless, baybeh :D :D :D One of the most funniest people I've ever seen, phew.

Okay, it's getting late alr. & Bianca was eliminated from ANTM. Hmph, not surprised .I mean she had tough competitors. But hats off for coming this far :D

Develop success from failures. Discouragement and failure are two of the surest
stepping stones to success.
- Dale Carnegie

2008-08-07T06:12:00.002-05:00

Aiyoh, I've not been blogging for a week. A long week. But, I shall blog abt today, yeah.

After school was cheer practice. Okay, it was a long practice, I swear. It started ard 2pm, least. Ended ard 6.30 ah? Wah seh.

I just hope everything turns out well tmr lah. I mean, we DID put in effort lo. Moreover, it's like our last year together as one class baybeh. I have to say, 202 is an awesome class. Despite all the 'obstacles'. I really really just wish EVERYTHING goes smoothly tmr lah. I really wish no one screws up. Ouh pretty please. *CROSS FINGERS.

Ouh &there's NDP parade tmr at school. &I've to report at 6.30am ?Omg, early man. &what's more? Dad's not sending me tmr -.-" DIE. I don't know how the hell I'm gonna leave by 6am, least 6.10. Shit. I just hope I won't say "One more minute" tmr morning when I wake up.

& how can I forget? Common Test is next week lah, alamak. & I'm in the least prepared state now. TSK, such an ass. I thinkk I'm gonna flunk Chemistry. Tsk, what the heck; bonds here, bonds there. TSK. I practically sleep every damn chem lesson lah. To add on, I don't even file my chem worksheets properly. It'll all be clustered tgt with some other random paper lah. Halidah, Aiyohhhhhhhhhh.

Ms Koh told us to write a compo abt "A time when you got someone close to you into trouble." I wrote a make-up story abt Sanjieve. But seriously lah, I miss him damn loads lah. We've been best friends seen what, K1? Omg lah, I really really want to see him again. Really miss the times we joked, laughed, crapped , play catching, teased each other &even studied together. Aiyoh, a very treasured friend man. Sanjieve, Sanjieve. Let's go &watch some Kuselan together! I know you don't like Rajini, but I don't care baybeh. Sanjieve, such a great friend <3!

2008-07-30T00:00:00.003-05:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (: (:

MONDAY

Met Mary as per normal. She wished me! & Netty, too, msg-ed me (: Divya gave me this super cute pink, Eeyore pouch (: (: Thank You for the pouch dearest :D

Reached school. Veingad malu-ed me in front of the class. Aiyaeyeeyoooo. Then, went down to 2a. Got the wonderful gifts & and saw Shahidah's gift! It was super cute lah! & all the sweets I wanted. Thank You Shahidah :D &then, off to assembly ground. Also, Azlinda gave me a cute little teddy. Thank You Azlinda :D

Saw that Allisa! She literally gave me the gift and was saying "EH WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY? Happy Birthday" Aiyoh! Hahahahah. (: Opened her gift .I swear the tin was damn bloody nice lah. Inside it was even nicer! Thank you for the 'wish' &awesome gift woman:D

Recess. Went down to 2a to open all the gifts. Opened the one wrapped in newsapaper first. Damn, I swear I knew what was inside. I was super keen to open it lah! Damn ,damn. I opened it &there it was the small, RED crumpler I wanted ! OMG lah. I was like happy happy man. Urhg ,for goodness sake it's red! and it's a crumpler. (: Thank You Shazwani, Joo Ting, Netty, Razi, Syafiqah &Farhanny for the crumpler :D Then ,I opened the subsequent gifts. First I opened the big wrapper one. I knew what was in it also. I really really bloodily wanted that bag lah! OMG. SO damn freak nice lah! It's like super casual &awesome man. Thank You Joo Ting, Puteri, Mary &Razi :D Then, I opened another one wrapped in newspaper. Hahahah, &it was Mary's! I seriously had a hard time opening it man. Then, I saw the CJ I wanted! Not only that, I found a money cover from Mary's mama! 28 bucks leh! Awesome! Hahahah! Thank You Mary &Mumcee :D

Ouh yes, Thank You Ms Koh for the Pen :D
Thank You Le En for the lollis :D
Thank You Mary's sisters for the lollis :D

After school, went KFC with the people &then bus-ed back home.

Tuesday

Only thing was that, drills was just super tiring ytd. Trust me, it was exceptionally tiring ytd. Somemore, in the night I was quarrelling with mama over a trivial matter. AIYOH.

Wednesday

Met Mary as per normal .Don't know whywe just felt bloodily worn out. So, went 202 &slept for a short while. Omg. Today during Chem I slept. Usually, I'll sleep but I can wake up easily. But today I selpt until I didn't realise chem ended &Maths had already started. Aiyoh . I was like a pig lah. I mean, Ms Ting had to wake me up ya know. TSK.

English; Summary test was okay lah. Art; was usual. HMT was crap. That Arveen had this super huge, fat phone. Aiyoh.

After school, planned to go Far East. But in the end we went Jurong Point.

Gosh lah bloody hell. The service at this one particular shop sucked man. Seriously sucked to the fuck core lah. I felt like slapping that bitch's damn face. Damn you ass.

After that, we went KFC. Ate &chit chatted &bus-ed back to lot one. Man, I had a good sleep in the bus. Reeached Lot one &bought the 'necessary' stuff . After that, Mary & I went to Puteri's house to get the beads. Man, her house is nice lo. :D :D :D After that, walked back home.

Slept from 7pm-9.30pm. Did History &watched/ watching movie with mama.

Tomorrow is Shahidah's birthday! Happy Birthday Shahidah! :D